Mubarak ho aapka baccha machine bann chuka hai...

The subject does not feel anything anymore...

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Ab Jitade Bhagwan.

Sab Kuch Dediya Hai Maine Apna..

Baaki Tumhaare Haatho Me Hai Ab...

Mai Toh Nahi Ruk Raha....

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Aaj lecture liye 4 , 700 se zyada questions kiye in physics and chem and ofcourse bio...anatomy yaad kiya with pyq..... solution ka aadha oneshot lecture liya...solution half lecture tak yaak kiya...chemical kinetics revise...ecology unit revise MCQ kiye...plant kingdom pyq kiye...apni revision handbook banai aur ...bass...

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Ga*nd phati me padhai sahi hogyi

Toh hi bhailog sab sahi ho na ..kabhi kabhi apna bhi haal chaal bata diya karo yaar....

Aaj maine sahi padha kuch zyada top nhi kuch zyada low bhi nhi... average se upar lekin keh sakte ho...asli padhai toh ab shuru hogi raat se ....

Maine animal kingdom kiya pura with examples and scientific name ..isme samay laga...aur baaki bhi kar hi liya....abhi questions karunga thode....

Yaar aaj mai dopahar me sogya 1:30 ghante lekin itna badiya neend aayi ki kya batau yaar ..dal chawal nasha hai yaar yeh khaliya toh fir jage rehna mushkil hi hai fir...

I guess ab enough cheeze hai jo kal nipta dunga backlog ke roop me for example thode questions aur majorly 2 4 lectures bache hai woh..uske liye kal ka din hai...

Aaj subah matlab 4 am ke kareeb bhi maine jee ke kuch questions kare the bann gye zyadatar ..par saala jo yeh advance hai woh advance hi hai sachme ..aukat se bahar mere liye....chalo yaar koi nhi uski bhi aukat bana lenge halke halke ....

Ab aadat padh gyi hai aise system me padhne ki...mai agar aapko apni batau toh pichle saal tak mai hours ginta tha aur topic me lag hag ek chapter hota tha ya aadha chapter aur woh bhi sirf notes...pichle saal ncert bhi nhi padhta tha ...i know I know ki kharab baat thi ...aur saala notes ke alawa upar dekha nhi tha...woh toh kuch test aakhiri me de diye the uski wajah se aagye jitne bhi aagye ..mereko nhi lagata ki kaise aagye mere marks jitne bhi hai utne bhi jab pichle saal itni kam akal lagayi thi maine ..

Ab study ko maine thoda gamify kardiya hai toh thoda maza sa aane laga hai...roz hi jab subah uthta hu jab pre-decided tasks hote hai toh zyada sochna nhi padhta hai....

Apart from this thoda dieting ka bhi batadu...Aaj 1700 cal khayi maine ..900 cal kam maintainance se toh badiya chal rhi hai sab cheez isme toh filhal ..bas do chaar din aise jeelu phir aadat ban jaati hai...abhi 4 din me toh half kg hi ghata hai..mai khata sab kuch hu lekin limit me...

Yaar darr hai bahut ki itna karke bhi nhi hua toh kya karunga mai .hayad mujhe pata nhi .ab sachme yaar 100% derha hu isse zyada aukat shayad nhi hai meri...

Ye darr kaise nikalu koi batao..

Motivate roz hota hu lekin uske alawa bahut bada Darr bhi baitha hai mere andar ki nhi hua toh kya ...mereko bada banna hai yaar ..bahut baar toot chuka hu ..ab jeetna chahta hu...apne aap ko phook diya hai padhai me...koi tips do yaar .. SERIOUS

Agli saaal same isi samay khush hona chahta hu Bina tension ke...iss kamre me band nhi rehna chahta ghumna chahta hu yaar..

Aaj ka karrha hu abhi bhi

And sabse imp baat kal maine 30 40 questions attempt kare jee mains and advance ke ...bann gaye yaar sachme saare lagbhag 2 ko chodke ...jo andar brain me dopamine hit hua hai kya batau yaar mai ...

Bhaisaaaab , aaj badiya padh liya... aaj bahut saara kaam nipta diya aur pehle ka jo bacha tha kuch woh bhi nipat gya yaar...

Aur aaj toh ghar ki majduri bhi ki hai yaar pure 3 floors pe pocha maara hai maine ...ganda horha tha ...gym wym jaata nhi toh aaj ragad diya pura Ghar 2 ghante Lage yaar isme...

Aur apart from this I ate around 500cal today as some of u may know that i am doing thoda wajan kam pichle 1 mahine me 3 kg hua hai ...toh aaj maine socha hai aaj karunga fasting kal khaunga seedhe aur jage rahene ke liye energy me piyunga diet coke ...2 can lagbhag...

Yaar aaj bahot sahi padhai hogyi and mai iske saath apni revision handbook bhi bana rha hu and lagbhag 110 pages hogye hai ....yeh yaad karne ke liye bhi ek din nikalunga...isme roz lagbhag 1 ghanta samay jarha hai aaj kal woh likhta nhi kyunki woh random free time hota hai....

Bc badiya mausam horha hai...padhte samay peeche baarish ki awaaz aur khidki ke barish girte dekhna padhte waqt bahot badiya lagta hai....

Aur isse bhi badiya tab lagta hai jab padhta padhte subah hojaye aur sooraj seedhe tumhare muh pe aage gire ..by god kya feeling hai express nhi kar parha ...mera kamra aisi position me hai ki mere saath lagbhag yeh roz hota hai....

Yeh samay bahut hard tareeke se padhke nikalunga ....sachme bahut hard ...sab sufferings abhi hi karlunga kyunki abhi padhne me maza aarha hai...mere zindagi me mujhe yeh 8 mahine aisa karna hai ki apni taqdeer badal du atleast ...khush rahunga ..jab baap khushi se dusre apne dosto ko bataye ki beta kya karta hai..isliye unka beta abhi apne kaam se kaam rakh rha hai aur padh rha hai...

Subah aaj padha mai 9 30 am tak 3 pm Tak soya ,phir bio padhi ..

I know ki abhi thoda mera sleep cycle fck hai but nevertheless yeh mere liye bhot zyada effective hai raat se subah padhte raho bas baithke...

Yeh 8 mahine ghisunga kaske ..ekdum ragad dunga apne aap ko ..ki jab paper Dene baitho toh ekdum battle hardened hoke baitho ki mkc nta tu kahi se bhi puch ab ....

Iske liye abhi bhi bhot mehnat hai jo mai karrha hu Aur uparwale ka haath raha toh aage bhi karta rahunga...

Jisne kabhi mehnat hi nhi Kari usne zindagi kya jii phir...jab har kuch Hi gharwale thaali me paros ke dedenge tumhe toh tum phir kya banoge yaar..35 ke hojaoge baap ki dukaan pe baithe baithe aur paise lene keliye bhi apne baap se mangoge....koi decision lena ho toh apne baap se puchoge...

Mai shayad aisa abhi ho sakta hu ,lekin aisa rahena nahi chahta ...

Aur yaar patle bhi hojayenge aaraam se exam tak...

Bas aisa padh rha hu ki papa aur mummy batate samay mere baare me garv hi kare ...agar aisa hojaye to woh mereliye sabse top level ki khushi hogi...

Bas mehnat hai aur kuch nhi iske liye ...JITNA RAGDA UTNA TAGDA...

BYE ..padhi jaake...

(( chinta matt karo yaar mere pe baate roz hongi kuch na kuch kahne ko ,bhot backchod hu aur bhot faaltu gyaan bhi le rakha hai ..bas thoda samay abhi alag hai warna toh kyu hi mai introvert hota ...))

Abhi thoda serious time hai isliye abhi tabah karrha hu apne aap ko....apne ko mai itna todd lunga paper tak ki saala patthar banjau ....kabhi toh result milega ...it's my last time THE LAST LEAP OF FAITH

Bye sachme bye

Sometimes I feel like loser and sometimes I feel like king ...yaar bahar nikalna hai iss zindagi se ..

Hi hello ...

Kal galti hogyi thi din ki numbering me sorry to anyone who cares 😮‍💨

Aaj maine ye sab kiya ..aur yaar by god yeh plant kingdom khatam hoke nhi dera ..yaaar samajh hi nhi aarha hai yeh toh aaj maine iske lectures dekhe....baaki chemical kinetics chal hi rha hai ..aur maine yeh nishchit kiya hai ki mai principle of inheritance ke roz ek 2 lecture dekhunga aaraam se genetics waala part niptaunga yaar 20-25 questions aajate hai akele hi inn dono chapters se...hogye ji aaj bhi acche ghante padhai ke...

Mai soch rha hu abse kal parso baad se time calculate nhi karunga yaar mai ...nhi mann hota hai time count karne ka..mere liye topics jo likhe hai woh cover hona maayene rakhta hai...

Bye broskis kal milta hu

Aur ab kuch apne liye likhra hu....BYE

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>!Just outwork them bro...just outwork them ..!<

>!You don't need better plan...you don't need another strategy...you don't need rich as fuck parents...you don't need your qismat ..!<

>!You just need to outwork every single fucking person jo unn final 30 hazar ki cutoff me aate hai...agar tu unn sab se 3 4 guna zyada mehnat karega toh tu jeetega mere bhai no matter what ..tu bas isliye jeetega kyunki tune decide karliya hai apne liye ki tu give up nhi karega aur dusro se zyada mehnat karega...toh uth saale aur baith ja padhne ...jo haarte hai unhe koi nhi puchta woh sirf bheed hote hai aur jo jeet ta hai woh akela hota hai....so keep working and keeping showing yourself to books everyday.no matter what happens ..ab tera chance hai jeetne ka ..bahut dusro kI khushi me khush hogye ...ab tu hoga Shikhar pe ....!<

>!THE FINAL TIME IS NOW..!<

Toh aur bhailog and bhenlog kaise ho sabhi ....

Aaj bahut badi lakdi leli hai ..I am pretty sure ki kal ek backlog ke liye din nikalna padega jisme question wagara solve aur ncert padhni hai...

Pata nhi kyu yaar mai apne aukat se zyada padhne ki soch leta hu and 80 to 90 percent complete bhi karleta hu...shayad isiliye hi mai itna zyada padhne ki sochta hu...

Aaj bhai 13 14 ghante paar hogye lagta hai subah 7 bje soya tha 11 30 am pe uthgya tabse padh hi Raha hu aur subah 7 am tak abhi padhunga..kyunki ....pata nhi yaar ..koi aisi khaas wajah nhi hai abhi...bas padhna hai aur abhi filhal padhne me maza bhi arha hai...thank God..

Bhenchod haalat tight hojati hai yeh roz ka schedule pura karte karte sachme....

Pata Nhii apne saath sahi karrha hu ya galat...

Ab yaar itni mehnat karni hai .....

Chalo bhai aaj mai batata hu mai itna kyu padh raha hu sacchi me...

Toh baat yeh hai ki mai reneet ka paper bas 1.15 hrs hi depaya tha uske baad mai behosh hogya tha exam hall pe hi garmi me..mai 500 baccho ke saath ek hall me baitha tha window side aur fan bhi nhi tha ..mujhe garmi lagi aur aankho ke samne sab blackout hogya aur behosh ..phir baat badi waha center pe ..waha ke head ne mere papa ko phone kara aur bula liya..ab 3 ghante se phle toh bahar jane nahi desakte the na papa andar aa sakte the ..toh mai waha 2 ghante aise hi tadapta rha center pe...sachme aise samay pe woh log bhi kya karte whahke invigilators ...wahi side me zameen pe leta diya mujhe aurai behosh padha rha koi hosh nhi hai mujhe kuch karne ka..woh toh bhala hai meri paper attempting strategy me mai omr saath bharta tha bio puri hogyi thi hai chem aadhi isliye 453 aagye bas 1 hour and 15 minutes me hi..(mind u that mere mock tests me regularly 560 se 640 tak aarhe the .shayad isliye zyada taras aaya mujhe khudpe.)

Aur jab mai waha tadap rha tha toh bahar us iron gate ke maine pehli baar apne papa ko roti Hui haalat me dekha ki woh kuch kar nhi sakte bas 2 ghante dekh rhe the mujhe behosh tadapta hua. Unhe laga ki chalo aaj hogya kaam tamaam iska ..phir mera paper me aadhi chem aur puri physics choot gyi...imean puri physics ..ek question shuru me hi laga diya tha jab paper Mila sure shot answer wala..isliye 4 marks aagye physics me...

Jab mai waha tadap rha tha side me pade hue aur soch rha tha ki saala iss baap ko sab khushiya deke rahunga ...aise nhi marna hai mujhe ...maine soch liya tha ki agle saal phir aaunga aur kuch kamal karke hi jaunga yaha...

Uske baad mai 3 din hospital me admit raha ..bahut si bottle chadi ,bahut blood tests hue sab kharab hogya tha maamla sharir ka..bas aur nhi bata paa rha mai aage ..

Ha phir bhai ye sab hogya ,mai alag hi mahaul me chala gya .ek ajeeb si shanti me 4 5 din ko ..phir mere papa bole ki "iss baar kuch kamaal hi karke dikhaade ..." ..mere andar aag lagi hui hai tabse ..Khali nhi baith paarha ..

Woh 2 ghante iss saal ya iss 10 saal ke sabse bure ghante the mere jab mai besahara pankhe ke neeche pada tha ..aur nikala toh papa ro rhe the aur bole tu zaruri hai maa chudaye neet ..tujhe kuch nhi hona chahiye kuch aur bada karenge..

Mai iss aadmi ko aise umeed haarta nhi dekh sakta yaar..

Ab jeet personal hai..

Bas mujhe nahi pata mai rank launga ya nhi but mujhe ek cheez zarur pata hai ki ..chota admi toh nahi rahunga kabhi ..btw abhi bhi koi gareeb nahi hu mai akela ...dimaag hai apne baap ko ab duniya Jeet ke deni hai..

Mai apne pariwar ko 10 generations aage bada dunga ...koi overconfidence nhi majboori hai.

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Ab apne baap ko khushi me rote dekhna hai.period.

Thoda personal maamla hai iss baari yaar...

Kabhi padho na padho ye aaj zarur padhna

Hi bhailogo kaise ho sab ...badiya raho yaar bahut lambi journey hai but bahut jaldi khatam hojayegi ....

Toh bhaiyo and behno aaj mai ye sab karrha hu aur kar bhi chuka hu evolution ncert bachi hai woh abhi karlunga...

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai yaar mai apni aukat se zyada tasks likh leta hu karne ko aur karte karte yaar meri haalat kharab ho jati hai...yeh sab plan me 2 3 din phle bana leta hu aram se aadha ek ghanta deke isliye badalta nahi...aur jo halat kharab hoti hai karne me bhai sach me maza hi aajata hai..or as they say PRESSURE IS A PRIVILEGE...

Jabtak mai deadline pe na hu tabtak full efficiency nahi nikalti aaj nikli aur aise hi kal bhi niklegi kyu mai mazak nahi karta yaar ..mai sach me gaand fati me hi padhta hu ..mujhe darr hai yaar iss saal nhi hua toh kya karunga 19 saal ka hu.. college toh jana hi hai ..toh mann ke kyu na jaau thoda samay leke ..aur mehnat karke ,lekin bas wahi hai mehnat thodi nhi bahut zyada hai ek acchi AIR laane ke liye ..koshish Puri hai..bas aise hi aaplog jab mujhe zarurat padhe toh madad karte rehna ...

Yaar Mera actually ek dream hai ki aiims rishikesh..paat nhi kyu jab bhi rishikesh jaau toh ek ajeeb sa sapna lagta hai mujhe ki kaash hojaye...bachpan me jab 11th me tha mai toh aiims rishikesh ke saamne driver se gaadi ruka kar photo kheecha tha ...tabse pata nhi yaar ek khwaish hai ki yeh milgya toh aur kuch nhi chahiye...mujhe pata nhi kyu lagta hai ki kya pata yaar sapne hi hai mere yeh ya fir kabhi haqiqat bhi ho payegi..

Yeh batao yaar mai aur kitna padhu ki aiims rishikesh miljaye mujhe..sab de sakta hu mai apna bas miljaye yaar ..aur kitni mehnat lagegi..pata nahi dekhke bahut ajeeb feel hota hai...mai bhi waha araam se ghumna chahta hu ...isse zyada kya karu 12 hrs se zyada kya koi batao yaar....

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Well me hu toh bhot backchod lekin usse kayi zyada serious rehta hu..

Mereko jeena hai yaar khulke ..ghumna hai akele aur khush rehna hai...

Aisi as such koi dikkat nhi hai mere ghar me ..na parents toxic hai ..na gareeb hu itna lekin itna bhi ameer nhi ki private karu ..toh kya mai kar nhi sakta apna sapna pura ...

I may not be the best or the number 1 but jab sehne ki aayegi aur sab kuch 100% dene ki jab baat aayegi toh mai kabhi jhukta nhi ...i never back down...ab ghus gya hu toh paar hoke hi niklunga...issi baar me..

Aaplog mujhe nakamyab ya failure bula sakte ho lekin darpok nhi..lekin mere andar kabhi Josh kam nhi hota chahe kuch bhi hojaye false confidence bhi sahi lekin hai iss baar...ab mai nikal gya hu jeetne ko aur AIR laane ko isliye bada sochne me Darr bhi nahi lagta ab bilkul...agle saal jaha bhi hunga kabhi woh meri mehnat bata degi kyunki qismat toh thappa lagake baithi hai failure ka ...itna padh rha hu ab ki iss baar qismat bhi haar maanegi saali....

Maine darna chodd diya hai ...ab sirf sab jeetna hai..

Dhyaan rakhna haara hu bc mai lekin kabhi haar nahi maanta..

((Yeh maine apni dimaag ki shanti ke liye likha hai btw))

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DOMINATE !!!

Hi broskiis...

Aaj bhi sahi padhe ...badiya mai nahi keh sakta ,pata nhi yaaar..mai padh rha hu ,target bhi complete horhe hai,lekin jab padh rha hu aisa nahi lagra hai mujhe ki mai padh rha hu ..pata nhi kaise samjhau..lagta hai ki mai kam padh rha hu..itna khali kaise ho sakta hu mai..raat me 10 se subah 6am tak toh badiya hoti hai padhai..lekin pata nahi yaar jab subah uthta hu padhne baith jata hu arram se ..padh bhi rha hota hu lekin lagta nhi hai ki mai sahi padh rha hu..mai sochta hu itni mauj kyu aarhi hai..yaar ye pichle 2 dino se ho rha hai kuch batao...

Apart from study dieting wagara bhi top chalrhi ..4 din me 2 kg kam hogya calorie deficit se ..I am 6 ft and weight 92kg ...abhi aur karunga jab isme result dikhta hai toh maza aajata hai ..jan me mai 115kg ka tha...saal end Tak 85 jana hai...

Yaar mujhe bhi college Jana hai ...padhne nhi ,thodi awaragardi karne ...last time koi wohhh wali Friend 12th me thi meri ..wapas mann horha hai 😋..sorry bas batadiya ..

Kal bahut tagda ghusna hai dekhna bhai log kal mujhe bhi nahi lagra hai ki mai kal wala karsakta hu ..lekin koshish Puri rahegi ...

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Btao bhaiyo kaise padhte waqt itna free kyu lagra hai mujhe kuch toh gadbad hai yaar...

Hai bheega mausam aur namm si thandi hawaye par tum nahi ho...toh ab mai ro ke bheegu ya bheeg ke ro jau akhir farak kise padhta hai...

(**sorry bhailog aaj masti ka mann horha hai padhai se hatke ..ek dostni hi toh Maang rha hu bhagwaaan)

Bas mann keh rha tha khudse baat karne ko ..toh kardi

Toh bhai namaste sabko ..aaj maine ye sab kiya..yaar biotechnology ki ncert kitni mushkil hai aadhi padhne ke baad himmat hi nahi hui aage badhne ki ... gravitation ke lectures liye... biotechnology pehla chapter yaad kiya... electric field chapter ke aakash module kiye..usme question ab mujhe itne tough nhi lage pata nahi kyu.....

And kal maine thermo and ktg kiya tha...yaar pata nhi achanak saare questions solve kaise hone lag gaye mujhse ..pehle toh nhi hote the..pata nahi kyu kamaal hogya ..isse pehle mai lagbhag mostly questions ke solutions dekhta tha kal 2 chapters me sirf 3 MCQ ke solution dekhne pade...pata nhi yeh progress hai ya nahi par maza aa rha hai ab...

I fear my this version bro ..ki agar yeh josh khatam hua toh mai kya karunga pata nhi yaar......

Bhai yaar sabke aiims preference list me dekhke bhot ajeeb sa feel horha hai..woh feeling acchi toh nhi hai ..badi adhuri si feeling hai ki kya ho payega ..mujhe aisi preference list banane ka hi mauka miljaye mai khush hunga....

Dost mai ab bhi suggest karrha hu ki solo rides pe jaao akele aadha ek ghante ko har hafte ..sachme maza aajata hai...

Shayad mai abhi apne class ke baccho se sabse peeche hu lekin aisa hoga nhi zyada samay tak...mere class ka koi bhi neet me pass nhi hua koi nhi bana doctor ...mai banna chahta hu...karlunga yaar mai .bas yahi keh sakta hu mai ..ye line yaar sachme dil me bahut himmat bhar deti hai aur padhne ki ...

Aajkal so nhi paarha hu darr me ..sapne bhi neet wagara ke hu aate hai ya toh movies bann rahi hoti hai sapne me..isliye shayad motivation ke saath uth jaata hu mai.roz padhne ko ..aaj 4 ghante soya tha subah ..phir 2 ghante baad chakkar aaye phir 2 ghante so liya ..total 6 ghante soya hu aaj ..sahi hai i guess ..

Zyada padhne se kaun hi mara hai yaar ..yahi 9 mahine hai padh le rhe hai thoda ...

Maine paise jama karliye hai ek baar select hojau mai nikal rha hu bike se ghumne sukoon se pahado me 2 ghante door hai bas mere ghar se pahad ..jab tak mann hoga tab tak ghumunga akele sukoon se...itne jama hogye ki acche se ghum pau 1 mahina yaar dur hojaunga sabse shanti me ..mai nahi chahta yaar ab regret karna ....iss baar exam end par kuch bhi feeling ho lekin regret ki nahi hogi.....

Yaar college jaana hai acche woh bhi ..samay lagega shayad lekin samay ki sabse acchi baat bhi toh yeh hai ki woh badalta zarur hai...toh iss saal dekhta hu mai yaar kya hota hai...

Aap sabko shayad lagta hoga ki itni backchodi kyu karrha hu mai ..ya itna kyu over motivate hu mai ?aaram se jab samay hoga Sunday wagara ko bataunga...

Mai apne ek saal purane version ko dekhta hu toh woh saala itna kabhi nhi padha na usey kabhi padhne me maza aata tha ..abb aa rha hai maza..

Maza saala tab hi toh aayega jab samajh aayega pehle toh ratt leta tha..

Chalo bhai beheno agli saal mujhe bhi apni preference list me aiims chahiye yaar ...chalta hu raat ko kalam se rangne...

Kal milta hu..

Thanks

( yaar mujhe writer banna hai kahani wala ek baar select hojau bas )

Btw mai kaisa likhta hu koi tip ya kuch ya mazak banado but bolo bhai

Jab sone jaata hu tab yaar alag sukoon milta hai ki aaj accha padha ...bahut maza aata hai usme

Bye thanks for listening me everyday 🫂🫂

Aaliye re aaliye...wapas ...sahi hogye bas cold hai...

Aaj yeh sab kiya thermo aur gravity chodke baaki sab subah sone se pehle hi karliye the abhi gravity aur thermo kiya hai....

Kal se full form isse bhi upar ...

Maza aaya padhke aaj ...

Aaj mann karrha tha thoda aur padhne kaaaa.

Love u all bhailogo...

Thank you for being with me...mai vaada karta hu chahe selection na bhi ho paye(होगा कैसे नहीं) lekin koi kasar nhi choddunga mehnat me....

Love u hai bas mera sabko..

Sab acche log hai yaha..

Bye

Never complain for anything,endure the pain ...aur jab mauka aaye toh jhappat lo saale ko 👑👑

Aaj yeh sab padha ...aaj sahi se padhai hogyi kyunki 2 4 ghante ko mere papa mere kamre me baithe the koi kaam se ..toh unke saamne bilkul badiya hui pata nhi kyu and jo kal ka backlog tha thermo ke lectures woh bhi kiye aaj yaar abhi subah tak aur padhna hai 6 7 bje tak....

Abhi bahar aaya hu kuch khane waha jab tak bann rha hai toh yeh post likh raha hu....

Yaar aaj pata hai kya hua meri bvsc means vet doctor wale me bhot badiya rank aayi thi under 100 toh ab papa keh rhe hai ki woh karlo chodo neet wagara ...lekin maine kehdi isme toh rank agle saal bhi le aaunga mai yaar padhne do.....isse papa ko kamaekam pata toh chal gya ki mai bewakoof nhi hu sahi laayak hu selection ka ab yeh hai bas mehnat bhi dikh rhi hai woh kehre the ki kabtak padega woh bhi acchi hai .lekin mera mann nhi kehra .....

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Cell cycle kiya aaj pura chapter jaldi hi hogya ..yaar mai itne dino se resources gather karr rha tha hogye finally ab ghiunga unhe hi pelke...

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Yaar bahar jab sadak pe niklo aur doctor ka clinic dekho toh ajeeb sa lagne laga hai mann kehta hai ki kaaaashhh...(Hojayega mera ek din )

Jab bahar jaao toh akele bike chalane me bahut maza aata hai kaan me earbuds lagaaye aur naap diya pura shehar 1 ghante me ...ek alag hi level ka sukoon milta hai ...yeh mai har 2 hafto me ek baar kar hi leta hu jab dimaag zyada vyakul ho tab....

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Intezar hai.. Nazar aur sabr rakhni hai aur jab mauka aaya toh Aisa lapet lunga saala ki bas sab shant .....

Koi line suni thi maine wahi apne aap ko dilaasa dene ko bolta raheta hu ki Badlega naseeb ek din, Hoga sab theek ek din, haarta raha hu puri zindagi ,par jaunga mai jeet ek din.....

Kuch bhi apne aap ko josh me rakhne ke liye apne ko bolta hu and trust me yeh fayeda bhi karta hai mujhe ...saala jab bistar pe let ta hu turant neend aajati hai itni thakaan ho chuki hoti hai...

Chal bhai koi nhi bas 9 mahine ki aur baat hai phir naya insaan milega mujhe aur mere pariwar walo ko sharir se bhi aur kismat se bhi .....change ho chuka hunga mai....

Jaha nhi jaata tha har jagah jaunga sab relative ke har jagah ...mujhe lagta hai mai bachpan se introvert nahi tha mujhe meri haalato ne bana diya ..kuch karu accha phir aaye confidence...

Sahi hai bhailog bye khayal rakho sab apna milta hu kal ab khana khalu zara phir Ghar pahuch ke padhta hu ....

Mai chahta hu jo yeh sab meri post roz dekhte hai saala sabka selection hojaye aur sab ek hi college me aajaye kuch dost toh milenge ekdum pure soil wale...

Chalo khana khata hu mai

Bye 👋🏼👋🏼

Aaj ye sab kiya ..

Aaj kuch kehne ko hai nhi,mood accha hai mera...

Mood accha isliye hai kyunki ab maine padhai ke alawa sochna band kardiya hai..

Yaar ye kal ek backlog ke liye din nikalna padhega ..aisa as such koi major backlog nhi hai mera bas 1 lecture thoda notes aur mistake analyse karna reh gya hai woh kal karunga...

Mood sahi rakhne ke liye kuch chahiye nhi aisa khaas ..akele rehke maza aane laga hai..

Mai samay bacha ke uska sahi upyog karrha hu ya karna chahta hu kyunki agar samay beet gya toh peeche kya rahega woh hoga zindagi bhar ka malal....

Ek system me apne aap ko baandh ke badiya lag rha hai roz naye task wgara game jaisa ban gya hai....

Haa ek baat aur pitaji ne bola aaj ki ab kuch kamaal hi karke dikhade pushte sudhar jayengi ...kisi bhi ghar ko sirf ek mehnat karne wala chahiye hota hai . Puri generation sudharne ko...

Btw mere papa ke pitaji bus conductor the aur mere papa govt officer hai ,,koi reservation nhi hai sab general hai, bas andhi mehnat unki..

Pata nhi mood kya cheez hai 24 ghante motivate kaise reh paa rha hu par mai kuch accha kar jaunga ...BAS APNE EGO KE LIYE PADH RAHA HU KI HAA BC MAI BHI HU KUCH !!

Yaaa toh saal end me mai bahut chuda hua hunga ya toh apni zindagi badal chuka hunga....

Abey yaar mai bhi select hoke AMA karna chahta hu😃👑

Pata nahi yaar yeh kya hai overconfidence ya over belief khudpe par jo bhi hai yeh mujhe mujhpe accha lagta hai...

Bye .

Ikki vaari jor laa lai chhatti'an

Taking LEAP OF FAITH for building confidence and self belief in me.just 278 days left ...will make everyday count like hell phir kya hai wahi hoga jiske mai laayak hu...

Qismat me bharosa karna maine chodd diya hai ab saala qismat kitna bhi zor lagale mai apni mehnat se usey pachaad dunga..

Firse bye pata nhi kyu likhta hu mai itni backchodi par pure din ki thakaan utar jaati hai yeh karke yeh samay mere liye bahut therapeutic hota hai jab mai likh rha hota hu yeh sab ...

Ab sachme bye

Kal milta hu ,koi padhe na padhe mujhe toh mazaa arha likhne me.😌🤟🏼

Sapne bade hai ...toh sehana bhi zyada padega..

Same photo wali haalat hai meri bhi namm- behoshi - madhoshi

Aaj ka din yaar kuch mann nhi tha karne ka. Mahine me ek din aata hai jab ajeeb sa gussa hota hai dimaag me pata nhi kyu woh tha yaar aaj irratte horha tha aaj bhot easily pata nhi kyu...

Yeh padha hai.

apne se chote ko college jaate dekh kar bhot khokla sa mehsoos hota hai pata nhi kyu lagta hai ki mai zyada deserving hu maine zyada mehnat kari hai etc etc par atlast tumhari line alag hai uski alag ...

Aaj ajeeb si gussa hai zehan me mere

Mujhe average reh jaane ka darr khata ja rha hai...kuch batao

Mereko yeh toh pata hai ki yeh Jo abhi haalat hai meri ..aisi toh kabhi nhi rehgi ameer toh banunga mai..koi khokli baat nhi karrha abhi bhi acche khaase paise hai mere pass freelancing ghostwriting se (6fig) ..

Mujhe jeetna hai ..uske baad chahe mai marr jau ya kuch ho jaye i dot care...

Mere gharwale mere naam se pehchane jaane chahiye

Peeth par failure ke itne chaaku bhoke ja chuke hai ki mai namm padhgya hu ..par ab nhi ...papa bhi mereko ko dekhkar mujhpe taras khaane lage hai ..mujhe 24 ghante padhta dekh .bura lagta hai unhe bhi..mujhe bhi

Iss baar paar kar jaunga mai.!

Yaar Ghee Khatam Hogya Aaj

Ab peeche nhi rehne waala mai...top pe rehna hai .

And yeh batao yaar plant kingdom kaise sudharu galat hi hota jaraha hai isme

Ghayal hu .....

Ho paunga kya select..mai bhi bolna chahta hu ki "meri selection ho gyi hai?? Mai nhi maanta meri selection hogyi hai"

Bhai log aaj bahut badi lakdi apne andar lene ki koshish Kari thi 20 chapter ke pyqs karne ki...3 me hi ghee khatam hogya

Fir dopahar 2 bje se plan change Kara phir yeh sab kiya ...jitne pyqs chapter isme dikh rahe hai sirf wahi kiye hai ...

Plan change ke baad ye sab padha ...

Those 3 chapters specially evolution and chemical bonding got me fcked up ...like wtf 200 250 pyqs in a single chapters ki koi insaan marjaye kya ..

Lekin mai haar nahi maana ,kal karunga 20 chapter ke pyqs

Lawda karne hi padenge 3 ko test jo hai 30 chapters ka

Bye kuchupuchus

Kal milta hu wish kardo mujhe ki mera selection hojaye ...modiji zarur sunenge

🥺-मानसिक अपाहिज

Yup

Padhai sahi chal rahi hai agar aise hi chalti rhi toh bas aur kya chahiye ....

apne aap ko constantly padhne ko motivate kaise rakhu lekin

Abhi toh phati me padh rha hu