u/Atiredredmess

Hi. Ive just finished reading the 3rd book yesterday. Ive been constantly thinking about it since then. I was terribly struck by an abuse Laurent went through from his uncle even though I kinda guessed he was abused by him before it was presented.

And the thing I cant stop thinking about is how hard getting intimate with Damen must have been to him. How emotionally conflicted and at war with his body he must have been.

All the scenes are written through Damen's POV and I would love to see whats happening in the Laurent's head. To see the scene through his eyes.

Do you guys know a fanfiction or a post that dives deeper into that? It doesn't have to be dirty, I'm just mad curious about his emotions and thoughts in these moments.