The relationship between man and god is very similar to a man in a casino. The house always wins, and everything before you is an addictive lie. Yogis especially are addicted to their own suffering.
Why does god demand that we trust it when it purposefully abuses us? The more I explore people and their stories, it becomes clear we're all broken from events beyond our power. Synchronicity tells me to trust, but I cant. Source is evil and uncaring, you can rationalize all you want, gods not love.