I posted here a few months ago (maybe 6 months?) expressing my concerns and frustrations either my work environment/job. The advice was super helpful, but unfortunately this job market has proven not kind regardless of all the connection calls and interviews I’ve done. I’m coming up at one year of this position and feel dull.
basically: I work as the only Legal/Accounting assistant for a small ish firm (9 attys and 2 paras, I’m effectively a paralegal after one just rage quit) and also have to run the reception desk for the office building - which includes two other firms I do not work for but have to interact with them/their clients due to where my desk physically sits. I hardly interact with my co workers as they all work remote, but I’m forced to be in-person and often the only person in office. Our PTO policy is basically non existent, if you take off for an hour Dr. Appt, that’s considered using PTO, etc. so it’s impossible to get time off. Paralegal up and quit 2 months ago, and all the work naturally fell down to me. Management has decided to not hire a replacement but to siphon off work and not offer raises (their words). Expectations are constantly changing and I’m always getting yelled at from different people because they have different opinions on how things should be done blah blah. I stand up for myself and keep records of interactions to keep my self safe. There’s days I’m absolutely drowning in work but also days where I’m counting the books on shelves because I’m so bored and lonely…. I just feel like I’m at a stalemate with this position. I have no desire to step into an actual paralegal position (if one was ever offered; they’re cheap) because of how they treat people, but I also feel like I’ve learned nothing that’ll benefit me as I look for new roles.
I used to have a genuine passion and desire for law, I had goals for law school, but this job has completely sucked any passion I had out. The people I work for are mean spirited workaholics who work 24/7 and are offended when I make a point to leave on time, but I’m so insanely lonely and miserable. I’m at a point where I may give up on finding new legal jobs and go back to my hospitality job from high school/college. I’ve had many great legal connections calls and interviews that have resulted in verbal offers for jobs, just to get ghosted…. truly feel like I’m losing it in this job market.
Not sure if anyone else has made the switch from corporate ‘9-5’ law life back to more retail/hospitality roles, but it’s something I’m really considering especially to help me move closer to my friends/family and to a side job I have (teaching HS sports which I ADORE but they can’t pay enough to live off of due to funding). I am young (23) and new to the legal field, so I know it’s a natural process to kinda flounder and fail with your first role before finding your place elsewhere. Just feels more and more impossible nowadays with the rising cost of everything ever and the job market.