3awdt had situation diali lwa7d ljoj s7abi bnt o deri o lbnt told me i m the toxic ama deri gali bli hiya li toxic chkoun 3ndo l79 ?
I met a girl randomly on Reddit about 2 months ago. We started talking in DMs, then she asked for my Instagram. We exchanged pictures and kept talking pretty much every day for around 2 weeks. At one point I made a dumb joke saying she wasn’t really my type. She took it personally and got really upset. We talked it out, but later that same night she blocked me on Instagram. Three days later she came back on Reddit saying I hurt her ego and that the fact I didn’t try to contact her after she blocked me made her feel like I didn’t care enough. Then she blocked me there too. Eventually I made another Instagram account to reach out, we fixed things, and things actually became good again. About 3 weeks later we planned to meet in real life. She lives in another city, and I offered to come see her. The night before we were supposed to meet, we were on a call and she casually mentioned that if her best friend offered her a cigarette, she’d smoke. That confused me because before that she told me she doesn’t smoke at all. I asked her if she lied about other things too, and she got defensive. That same night she suddenly said this wasn’t going anywhere and unfollowed me everywhere.I had already bought the train ticket, so I still went to her city the next day. I walked around for a bit and sent her a message saying we could just meet casually with no pressure, but she never replied.A week later I told one of my friends that despite everything, I actually liked talking to her a lot. He told me to just text her again, so I did. We reconnected really fast, and this time she opened up emotionally way more than before. Things honestly felt good for about 6 days.Then out of nowhere she created another argument and blocked me again. I tried reaching out from another account, and from what I understood, she admitted she liked me and was getting attached. But because she knows I value virginity (I’m also a virgin), she thinks there’s no future between us and would rather end things now before getting more attached.The thing is… I genuinely like her. I like her personality, humor, the way we talk, everything. Even knowing she made mistakes in the past, I was still willing to accept her for who she is.What I can’t understand is her behavior. Why keep pushing me away, blocking me, coming back, then doing it all over again? Is this emotional immaturity, fear of attachment, or am I just ignoring obvious red flags? Db the thing is ma3rftsh mazal chkoun limno lghalat wash katsnani nmchi ndwi m3aha bash t3rf bli i like her 7it sdmatni o chrit dir3 lmodad lsadamat o sdmatni tani hhhhhh ta3iba lmo7arib .