Might be tmi
So I am 15 (F) and I have a boyfriend we can call A. Me and him are having our anniversary today and we are long distance and I just started to think about what everything within the past couple months of us dating has been like and I’ve realized that I can’t be physically attracted to him anymore. Don’t get me wrong he is hot and I love him to death but before we go together I found out he was sexting another girl and called her hot and they told each other how they had feelings for each other like right before me and him got together and he had us be friends without telling me so naturally I told him he had to block her and it won’t get out of my mind how I felt cucked I guess? And then he also has this ex we will call her F she is so gorgeous like way prettier then me and they dated for 3 years.. yeah basically there entire teen years ( he is 17) and so I am naturally jealous of her and I just don’t know and whenever we get freaky I can’t get aroused I guess? Idk what should I do I haven’t told him.