u/BDcardinall

Today I was enjoying the morning in my backyard listening to what I can only describe as a childhood ethereal jazz, looking at birds sing and fly over me, ignoring how annoyed a was at my freshly cut grass lawn, hating that my family leaves it looking so short and sad, and then made it worse when I noticed a failry young bee, frantically going in and out of the short grass searching for a small flower to pollinate, only to find nothing in the area as all if any little flowers were gone, and it broke my heart as I was given another reminder how bad humanity is, including me. (I have a garden and flowers in certain areas, but not everywhere and that little spot in the middle of my yard just ruined me)