I Need A Therapist Perspective
I’m not sure if this is okay, and please feel free to remove it if I’m in the wrong place (or maybe direct me to a sub you recommend)?
The TLDR version: Do therapists ever become ‘over’ a client or actually not look forward to that session?
I have a problem of severe catastrophic thinking. I also have debilitating negative self talk. My therapist is quite literally the best and has helped me in more ways than I can think of, but now my brain decided to start telling me, ‘she liked you more in the beginning,’ ‘she doesn’t want to help you anymore’ and just crazy illogical thinking. She has done ZERO to make me feel this way and this is why I’m frustrated. I have a tendency to self sabotage and like truly, honestly believe I can be a burden. We did just experience a pretty significant trauma so I know my symptoms are elevated but they’re soo real.
Is this something you bring up in therapy? It feels almost selfish because she’s done everything right and I’ve convinced myself with my delulu brain.
I do have OCD. I am aware it’s part of it. Just trying to actually push through this time and do something different.
Anyway, clearly I need therapy 🙃🤗