I don’t know what to do
Hey guys
So I’ve been traveling for a few months now. I’m going all over and now I’m in Thailand. Throughout my traveling I’ve noticed I’m hyper fixated on what luggage I have. So I’m traveling with a 60 liter travel backpack (huge I know) and another backpack I carry on the front. Both I bought 3 years ago for when I was traveling with my ex boyfriend.
So it’s barely used, it’s a heavy duty hiking bag that I never even used for hiking and I feel like it’s just ain’t me.
But it was so expensive and I keep thinking but what if I will hike soon so I don’t want to get rid of it but also every place I get to I feel like I’m carrying this big bags and I look a bit disheveled or something. But also I look like a traveling backpacker which is what I am. So I think of switching to a suitcase.
And also I find this fixation makes it harder for me to enjoy my solo traveling. It also reminds me of my ex.
I don’t know what to do!!!!!! Any advice?
Edit: also I don’t know for how much more time I will continue to travel I’m also a bit unsure about a lot of things in my life now in general