Man I honestly wish I never watched that airport vid😔🤦♂️
What really fucked me up was hearing him in the background (clearly in pain) heaving/taking his last breaths then ally screaming, literally praying to god. Fuck man he really didn’t deserve to go out like that. I used to be able to find joy in the fact that he left so much music behind, but now whenever I listen to songs and or watch footage I just think about that vid and get so upset that he passed and we’re not able to see how much he would’ve evolved had he not had a seizure that night 😔
Edit: I think there was also something else at play that we haven’t been told about. Because the fact that 1 second he was 100% conscious/coherent and completely aware, then out of the blue he just seizes up? That’s very strange. Now I know that it was a seizure due to promethazine toxicity (NOT AN OPIOID OVERDOSE!) which is pretty uncommon so I don’t really know much about it and can’t find much info online, but apparently he drank a pint of lean the day before which has more than enough prometh to cause a seizure then had to have a doctor come check up on him out due to heart palpitations which were probably early signs of promethazine toxicity. Now they haven’t said if he was drinking any on the plane but I just feel like he would’ve had the seizure while flying especially due to the high altitude. I just hope one day we’ll get the truth because nothing makes sense and there’s obviously something that they’re trying to hide.
It also stated in the autopsy that he temporarily regained consciousness in the ambulance but was delirious and not coherent. Im curious on why they couldn’t keep him stable, I have a feeling that the narcan made it worse since it would’ve sent him into immediate withdrawal and very well could’ve exacerbated the seizure