(Platonic) Missed connection aut24 robbie's cse311 afternoon class
This is a total long shot and probably totally weird; you always came in late if you came to class at all and I am suddenly remembering how comfortable it felt and how we laughed together. You had nice nails, i said so and you’d said thanks. I was always zoning out in class and you said something like ‘the lights are on but noone’s home!’. You kept saying sorry whenever you made a joke like that, once you asked me about non-deterministic finite automata and i said ‘you just choose one’ and you said ‘what do you mean you just choose one?!’. You said something about it being hard to make it to class and the reason was either you did or did not have class before which made it hard, I don’t remember which. And you said ‘you need to go to section’ sort of incredulously and that the TAs explain things much better. You also kept saying ‘you’re not my mother’ and then saying sorry right after. I spit in your face once when laughing. You took a picture of a diagram and said you were going to send it to your friends. There was once when you showed me an email on your phone and you looked at me and waited for me to read it, maybe about an event, and you looked like you were expecting something, I didn’t realize what you meant and so I just smiled and was confused. It suddenly hit me that I enjoyed your company and wished we’d stayed in touch as friends. If you’re out there and want to be friends, hit me up!! (both girls, sitting near front, and i miss your jokes)