Hysterectomy
I saw my endo specialist today and I guess the time has come for a Hysterectomy. I have really bad stage 4 die endo and my doctor says its super aggressive, I also have adeno. I had a 10hr excision surgery with bowel resection and urinary tract involvement done 3 years ago (almost). And now we are worried my endo is back. I've been on norethindrone for so long and I guess it's just not enough to suppress my "raiging" estrogen levels. Im 34f, I knew my situation was a bad one, when I did egg retrieval, they only got 3 and out of those 3 only 1 was good. I know my chances of having a child were pretty slim. I thought I was coming to terms with it. Now I just feel extremely sad and filled with grief because now I know it will be a for sure thing.
Anyways.... I need to know if you all felt better after a total hysterectomy ? What should I expect? I'm scared, sad, feel guilty and am grieving.