Any child from comes from abusive family please share life advice.
Salam & Adab to everyone.
Long story short, ami ekta abusive household e boro hoyechi. Teenage e amar acne issues hoy & dekhte ektu healthy chilam. Amar bashay eta niye ja ta sunato. Jodio tara acne er kono treatment korate interested chilona. Amar ei 2 ta bepar I genetics jeta ami choose korinai.
Ekbar class 8 e jokhon ami one of my parents told me ami body banacchi chelder k dekhanor jonno. Never ever in my life ami vebechi male validation paoar jonno kichu korbo. This was so humiliating & painful to hear.
I wanted to do suicide so many times korinai cause Allah k onek valobashi r rely kori. Amar choto theke ekta belief grow hoise only Uni amak unconditionally valobashen.
Inter e science nite chainai amk jor kore neoyechi. Amar porte ektuo valo lagtona dom bondho hoye ashto. Amak choto theke tara kokhino kothao ghurte niye jainai .
Ami yea drop dei. Ei year hsc te motamuti ekta score ashe. Year drop deya theke till now emon kono baje kotha nai amk tara sunay nai.
Amar admission test e kothao hoinai. Amar babar friend er meye vnc theke public medical e asche. Oi lok choto theke amk niye taunt mare mock kore. Sha amar babak call diye indirectly egula bole tarpor bashay amar upor ja chole ta likhte parbona. I wish take marte partam.
Decide kodechi nsu te admit hobo economics e. Amar life ki easy korte parbo amisamne ? 30 bochor hote hote nijer khawar bachar cost nije earn korte parbo? I really don't wanna die anno karo jonno 🙂.