u/Beneficial_Injury756

My mom was diagnosed with glioblastoma almost 4 years ago. She’s been through a lot (2 surgeries, chemo, radiation, etc.) and it’s been a very hard for her, my family and I. Last week her condition got worse and her oncologist told us we’re getting to the ending phase of the disease. They just transferred in a hospice today. And I just have no idea how to deal with the pain of losing her, I’m definitely not ready, and seeing her like this hurts me so much. I don’t know what to do. I feel just like when she first got diagnosed, like I’m just drowning in pain.
Does anybody have any tips? I feel completely lost.