Another reality? I don’t know anymore, please help.
Hi this is my first time posting anything here, I will say that I’m open to any opinions or thoughts to this post.
I will talk about something that has been happening to me since I was 4/5 years old.
And no this is NOT a troll or some kind of jokes(sorry in advance for the typing, English is not my first language).
Everything started when I was 4 years old.
I had this one “dream” where everything felt more than real, it felt like I’ve always belonged here and that my reality was a dream.
In the “dream” I was playing with two of my friends: a little girl and a little boy who were the same age as me (I don’t really know what age we were there). We were just playing together and ended up in a forest near our houses, as we went deeper in the forest the trees became bigger and taller until they were so large that it felt uneasy and scary. At that moment we spotted a tree stump who looked like it belonged to the biggest tree in that forest, it had a tiny little wooden door on it that was just our height.
Being curious kids we decided to enter it.
As soon as we entered everything felt like we just walked into the end, the little wooden door disappeared and millions of others doors appeared and it looked like the tree stump ,who clearly had a roof on the outside, did not have one anymore.
It was an infinity of doors going up and never stopping. And in the center there was a little tree stump that was used as a table.
We were terrified and as we were about to start crying a voice spoke and said “You have two choices. You either to try to find the right door or you die”(the right door meant the one that will lead outside). After a long time of crying and reassuring each others, we decided to each go through a different door.
After that I woke up.
After this “dream” I had many type of dreams, normal ones, lucid ones but none felt as real as that one until 2 years later.
I started having those “dreams” once or twice every year, I figured out it symbolized every door I was opening. Behind every doors was a “level” or a “game” you had to complete or you would die. Somehow, every single time it felt more than real. I had no abilities, I could not control the dream no matter how aware I was, nothing. I just had to survive every horrible games by myself. They were cruels and without any mercy, I’m still wondering how I survived so many at such a young age.
Something happened at the age of 10. We met again, all the three of us in one level, this level is basically a gigantic yellow house with entities that lives in it (we’ll call it the big yellow house). In the big yellow house we met again but the little boy got captured by the entities and before we could be able to save him the time was up. After that I never saw him ever again.
When I was 15 was the 2nd time I met the girl again, we completed the same level without even recognizing each other because of how long we haven’t seen each other. In the end she told me to stay safe and that she was going to find a way to save the boy.
I kept having those dreams until 1 year ago. They just randomly stopped after I almost died in a difficult level.
I still don’t know the names of the boy/girl it’s just like I’m forgetting a lot as soon as I come back here. I still have zero explanations to any of this. I don’t know if I should believe it or not, if it has a meaning or not.
If anyone got an answer or something that could explain this I would be very interested in hearing it.