u/Blossomlordp85l

Ok so I have my exam on 18th and I have been consistently studying since 1st may . situation at my home extremely toxic, so I had taken partial drop and my parents when got to know that now i dropped out cuz cuet they went mad(which is reasonable) but I can't go back to that college which made me feel like failure everyday.niw the situation is i should have studied today but I didn't i sat down my table the whole day but didn't study just minor 1hr revision anddd honestly I m not even afaird of idk why??????? And I know whenever I am not afraid i don't do my best (fear of failure) works best for me . I can't live with my parents anymore so I am Booking tickets for my Nani house idk what i should do I am thinking, overthinking, anxiety at its peak plus I m exhausted mentally and ofc I feel guilty for not doing one job i.e. to study just for one day

See I wanna know any estimation of result date because I have applied to other universities as well which was on merit base and there is result will be coming out in first week of June and till 10th of June the entire counselling process will be done ofc I have to take admission however I am also applying in other colleges which requires you CUET results( online showing mid to late June) I don't know how I am going to manage both of the two admissions because I have to pay fees and physically be present over there (it's like really far) as well so I want to know what is the anyone please help me