How can I move on from my last life?
I feel I literally can't move on from my last life cuz I miss it so much.
I am a girl this life, but I remember I was a dude last life and I miss being in that body, being a man, and like I'm pretty sure I lost fucking everything in the last life cuz I got murdered and that genuinely makes me so pissed and I end up grieving since this life i have to start all over again and I fucking hate it and I feel like not working hard for anything cuz what's the point you know?
It's not like I want to transition or anything Im okay being a girl, but there's this internal mismatch cuz I feel I'm still a guy inside, if that makes sense.
I don't know how to move on and I just wanna go back so badly and honestly I'm just waiting for this life to end so I end up being reborn as a guy again.
Sorry this was a stupid post but I just needed to vent and I'd like to receive advice on how to move on.
Sorry for the bad language as well I get super frustrated when I think about it.
Any advice is appreciated.