u/BobcatNaive408

BRO I’M ACTUALLY LOSING MY FUCKING MIND 😭 Instagram keeps suspending every acc I make like unsa man akong gi buhat ninyo?? Every time mag appeal ko, few minutes later disabled napud dayon 💀 murag automated hate train against me atp. I already made 3 new accounts TODAY and now I even created another Facebook account just to make ANOTHER Instagram acc 😭😭 imagine the levels of desperation ani yawa. Ga DM nako sa Instagram, nag email napud ko nila like PLEASEEE free me from this digital prison 😭

Sakit pajud kay mawala tanan convos, mutuals, drafts, highlights, saved posts like damn I’m grieving over an app rn 😭 every time makahimo kog new username murag nawad an nasad kog another piece of my identity HAHAHAHA. At this point if this acc gets suspended too, AYNAA mag fb reels nako pisti.

Honestly noh, murag super lonely jud tan awon how my family turned out. My parents had me so late ba, so murag I grew up in a totally different world compared sa ilaha. While my siblings kay sabay sabay sila ga dula outside, having that real childhood, ako kay gi raise ra mostly sa akong yaya kay busy kaayo akong parents and sila ako sibs kay teens na that time.

Makadepress gani usahay makadungog sa ilang stories and memories kay murag dili jud ko ka relate at all. Like yeah I have the internet and everything I could ask for, pero shit, I’d honestly trade all of that just to be part sa ilang generation ba.

Then karon, mas worse pa jud kay makita nako sila one by one ga leave sa house, starting their own lives. Kada naay muhawa, murag mas mu empty jud ang balay. Out of six siblings, ako nalang nabilin nga naa pa sa school, and grabe ka long and lonely tan awon ang road until mahuman ko.

I love my parents so much jud, pero seeing them get older while ako kay murag nag start pa lang sa life… murag hollow kaayo akong feeling. Murag stuck ra ko diri, watching everyone move forward while ako kay bilin lang. 🙁