Life since stopping abruptly 6 weeks ago
So I had to stop 5mg cold turkey (grateful it was not higher) six weeks ago at 12 st 4lbs - a BMI of 26.1 for me and my maintenance weight. I was set to use MJ for life. However, the medical issue is still ongoing and I am possibly months away from being able to restart. At this point, if I can maintain my overall loss I question whether I will restart - but early days for now.
I experienced all the rebound hunger over these weeks and just gave into it when it felt like actual hunger and tried to haul in the sugary treats with mixed success. I was alarmed at my increased appetite and at how good everything was tasting suddenly and each week saw the pounds creep on but I held steady and refused to go back to a deficit, turning back to that lifelong dieting seesaw and I just kept tracking, aiming only to get back to maintenance calories and finally this week the hunger has abated and I stayed closer to my allotted 2,150 cals a day and I have dropped 2lbs this morning. Big phew!
**Notes**: More than a glass of wine / beer in a session increases my hunger and cravings sharply I so I am keeping tipple to an absolute minimum.
I have also found that my “NO” muscle is getting stronger each time I flex it.
I have lately managed to stop eating when I hit my calories and just sit with a cuppa and the urge to snack for the rest of the evening. What I am finding is that the urge to continue snacking is weaker and weaker the longer I don’t relapse.
So tentatively, I am hopeful I will maintain my overall loss, I can live with a few pounds up (5lbs rather than 7lbs up currently - which feels better :0)).