my love life....
yea uhh my love life is kinda... idk. Ive been in love with this one girl from my class since last year. she was honestly someone so amazing, someone who really cheered me when i needed the encouragement. I tot our friendship with one another was slowly turning into sort of a relationship at the start of this year. She spent a lot of time texting me, talking to me on text after school on more frequently and when we talked it was RLLY flirty. I really tot our fs was gonna evolve man... we went to a point she even shared 6 of HER playlists with me. SIX!!. I lwk tot bc of this i was doing the right thing and that she liked me back. but how wrong was i... after that, her replies got slow, then dry, then it turned to ghosting. When i decided i had to know where i went wrong i confronted her and she said she doesnt wanna be friends anym bc of her studies and allat.
Yea i was heartbroken... but i just told myself to move on.. but i cant.. despite us not bein on good terms i still catch myself thinking of her and sometimes when im rly bored in class i subconcisouly would look in her direction and when i realise what im doing i alw feel like embarrased but also a tinge of sadness??? like some sort of shitty feeling where u lost someone u were so close to getting?? i dont understand why i keep thinking of someone who was never mine.
However on the side, there was someone else from another sch who dmed me. apparently she got to know me from a guy who's in my cohort and he apparently intro who i was to her... funny thing is this guy isnt even my friend and he's someone i would never consider to be one... this girl told me that i was her type.. im flattered but like im a bit confused... why wld that guy even intro me to that girl who seems likes she's rly into me. no wonder why my love life is kinda funny any tips pls..?