hey
I am new here
first, i wanna say i have been feeling something different these past few days but today felt especially intense. I felt like an anger that wasn’t mine, a feeling of urgency. It felt strange.
I went to bed and impossible to fall asleep, it happens sometimes but again it felt stronger than usual.
I finally dozed off for like 30-40 minutes. And i had a weirdly realistic dream, I was in my house, just walking around, everything was like it usually is. O wasn’t doing anything much in it. It I stepped outside for a second, looked at my neighbor’s house and then got “taken” back inside. and suddenly ( in my “dream”) two people broke in through my bathroom window. The sound of me letting out a small “aaah” of surprise woke me up irl. I didn’t feel terrified but it felt weird.
I also kept seeing a weird purple-blue bottle with a rabbit on it throughout the dream, it was just there ?
After that, I was awake lying on my back I felt my body vibrating , very intensely, like it was wrapping me up and all sounds got muffled.
It’s not the first time but i usually snap out of it quickly out of anxiety, but I felt super calm. And i felt like i was being lifted. It was almost soothing but curious. I closed my eyes like that for a minute or two. It wasn’t black , i saw like smoke or clouds of deep blue It felt really intense but not in a scary way at first, but I suddenly got nervous and snapped out of it.
So I looked this reddit up … and it feels a lot like what people share. A part of me feel like i was called somewhere? and the other is thinking i’m just a crazy anxious girl.
Thank you