So for context im like 90% sure i also have autism which is probably why im overthinking how to interpret what it means. I started yesterday and felt very calm and productive which was honestly life changing, but today im just going to a convention which in my head isn't important enough to warrant taking my vyvanse since it it's not something productive. But now im doing what I have normally done every day other than yesterday and just sitting in bed waiting for myself to have the drive to get ready.
My psych said to take as needed but I'm worried if I broaden the idea of what is a "needed" situation that I'll get a tolerance and become more dependent on it. I also feel like I've gone so long without it that I should try and maintain that ability to function without it as long as I can. Can someone tell me if I'm overthinking this way to hard.