23M in Sofia, Bulgaria.
Last night I was at a party with some friends, and everyone seemed to do far better than me, I know I shouldn't compare but still, it made me uncomfortable to realize I was on a slippery slope.
I really do want to change, at least that's what I'll say, but I never stick to this first motivation and after a few weeks/months, I always end up giving up my job or the challenge I set for myself.
I'm 3 months unemployed, didn't tell my friends but I was so miserable in the last sales job I had that I quit after a month and now I don't do much except consuming content that will never help me get better, whether it's films, junkfood, smoking, drinking or porn, I must change my habits so that I can start to really change (this time on the long run).
4k savings is all I have and I've been working since I'm 16 when not in school, don't know if I'll be able to find a new job without giving up (again..), even started considering going wandering and hiking as a vagabond when my savings are gone, each month of paying rent and food is more and more stressful and I need to fix this, I must find a solution quickly before the storm comes.
I really love nature, animals, ecology and tech (not very original I know aha sorry..) but I don't know where to start to fix this consistency issue, which provokes all others, what would you do when you're on the wrong path and you know you must fix this before something bad happens ?
Tysm for your time and have a great day, dear reader.
PS - Sorry for my bad english skills (another problem I need to solve aha!)