Burning Blue
4/?
I think I’m ready to continue. Sorry again for earlier, It just.. Makes me so fucking sick-
“Please, take your time Charlie. Nobody is expecting you to run through this again without digging up some rough feelings.”
I just feel as though it makes for a bad interview. Stopping every time I get upset, I mean.
“Believe me, with what we’ve covered so far, the viewers will be hanging on every word. Now if you are ready, I think we’d all like to hear more.”
Okay then. So I was back at the greenhouse, right? Freshly scarred and not entirely there mentally. I knew the vegetables I grew were no good. And to be honest, I was scared of them. I mean, I've just heard so many rumors. I wasn't a white coat. I didn't have whatever gizmo they used to make them edible.
“But then how did you survive down there? Surely there was something you could eat.”
Well, rather than starve- I had the Idea to peek inside our compost bin. It should have been full of nutrition in one way or another. That was the best, and worst decision I ever made down there. What hit me first was the sweet, nauseating odor. Inside were countless rotting cuts of meat, drenched in some kind of—glimmering, red oil.
“Dont tell me.. Please Charlie, you're not about to say what I think.”
… I ripped off the hatch of a waste funnel. Then I used bunsen burners to make a flimsy stove. I’ll never forget the taste of those cuts. They were fatty and pink. Almost like ham, except they left an oily film on the surface of my tongue.
“Dear god- I heard things were bad down there—but not this bad. ”
Just hang on for a second, this bit is important. I had discovered something. One moment I was holding a glass dish with some of that oil I mentioned. Then the next I lost balance due to my weakened state. Causing me to spill it straight on the flame of a burner.
Suddenly my entire peripheral faded to darkness, and everything else was bathed entirely in blinding, blue light. It was this- enormous tower of flame. Just from the small portion that dripped off the dish. I’d never seen such a horrifying and violent fire. Which- really left me wondering just what the fuck was in our compost.
“Just a reminder, you don't need to embellish anything. Your situation was already crazy enough.”
I swear- I’m not making any of this up! It sounds entirely unreasonable, I know. But I would sooner volunteer for recycling than be lying about those.. Almost magical flames.
Anyways, I decided to collect more of that red mystery oil. That shit was clearly worth something. It was also just- so practical, and for so many applications. I could barely handle all the ideas swirling around in my head.
“What did you do with it first? Did it turn out to be anything useful?”
The first thing I tried to make were these tiny paper darts. I soaked the front of them in oil, and intended to light the tip and throw it at any danger coming my way. … I think I was having a moment. They were just- so impractical. Plus I've never been any good at darts.
“That's certainly a.. Novel first Idea. Did you make anything that was— useful?”
Well, after a couple more days of experimenting while I ate and gathered my strength. I had a- rather insane idea.
“Im afraid to ask.”
You know those vacuums that can change direction? Well.. While I was in the cafeteria closet, I saw one. I thought that maybe- I could make some kind of flamethrower. Or I guess more of a napalm gun.
The only problem?
“You locked that violent ball creature inside..”
Exactly.