Question about MMC application
Hello, I am looking into getting my mmc, but I have a few questions regarding the application. I have read time and time again that we should be upfront and honest about our past, even if it doesn't apply today.
I'm 26 years old now, but when I was a kid, I went through a lot of substance abuse problems and mental health problems that stemmed from substance abuse. I was in and out of inpatient mental hospitals throughout my sophomore and junior years. At this time, my only diagnosis was anxiety, depression, and adhd. When I was 16, I got a home invasion charge when my Xanax was laced with fentynal, and I was really itching for fentynal. I was charged as an adolescent and given 1 year of probation. When I was 17 in the middle of probation, I was on the edge of a contempt of court charge (which would have been on my adult recoed) due to failing to pass a drug test. I admitted myself to an inpatient rehabilitation facility to get around this charge and was immediately released from probation after being released from the rehabilitation program. 3 years later, when i was 20, I was abusing psychedelics pretty hard, along with my Adderall. I went into a crazy drug induced psychosis, but I never admitted to the drugs I took, so the hospital put me on a 3-day emergency hold at the inpatient mental health facility. Before the 3 days were even up, I was switched to voluntarily committed. While there, I was still not my normal self. There were still residual effects from the psychedelics happening, and I was actively trying to avoid mentioning the drugs bc I wanted to secure my Adderall prescription. While there, I was re diagnosed with anxiety, depression, adhd, ptsd, borderline personality disorder, and bipolar disorder. Immediately upon release, I went to their outpatient psychologist for my prescriptions. In the middle of the meeting, he refused to continue giving me Adderall so I walked out and have never taken another pill or drug since (other than marijuana but I haven't even done that in a while now). So, I guess I'm just wondering how this will affect me going forward. If they pull a medical history report, it is going to be a long one. I am not on any kind of medication and have not needed any kind of medication or a psychologist or a therapist or anything of the sorts in the 6 years since I completely stopped taking drugs.
Now, the inpatient facility I was at also has many outpatient services and one of them being a one-time fit for work evaluation. Would this be something I should do? Should I do it prior to applying and add it to the pdf along with the application? Should I just say no to those questions on the application since it's been over 6 years? I just know if they pull a medical record, it'd for sure mention drugs, suicide, self harm, and ect.