u/Butternut14

I recently graduated on Saturday, and I was happy in moments but overall felt really "meh" after graduation and during the dinner afterward. I still feel that way a few days later. I was more excited and happy about match day, which actually ended up really shitty and sad for me as I matched at a great program but was my number 3, just felt really rejected by my home program and was very depressed for probably a month or so afterward. Is anyone else feeling this way? I'm just ready to start work honestly, can't afford any fun grad trips like so many others and ready to have a paycheck.