So tired
Hi everyone, I didn't even know there was a name for this feeling. I felt this feeling ages ago when I was a teenager and in the ER for stomach pain and nausea; they gave me something for the nausea + the pain, and the feeling was worse than the symptoms I came in with. I'm not sure if it's considered traumatizing but it freaked me out so badly, and gave me the worst panic attacks. I couldn't take Benadryl either without feeling it flare up, it seems.
Now I'm in my late 20s, went to the ER for the same issues except way worse. They gave me compazine and Benadryl since zofran wouldn't work, that freaked me out for hours until I was able to sleep it off (woke up many many times, though), then later in the night I refused to be given more, so they gave me reglan and Benadryl... -_- you can probably tell how my body reacted to it. No one could understand why it made me feel so bad.
It's been two days since I was discharged, and I keep feeling that small nagging restless feeling. I keep having panic attacks, and I'm so scared I'm going to feel bad again. Since I've been really badly sick with some viral stomach bug, my body is already really weak. I just tried to take some tramadol they gave me, I was hoping it would help me sleep, but I just started having a panic attack.
I hate this restless feeling so so much, I thought I wouldn't have to feel it ever again. The worst part is so badly my body panics from it, I'm so tired. I'm scared I'll never feel normal (in a sense) ever again. It feels like my body got a second case of ADHD, but this isn't medicated lol