
Why am I meant to do??
I’m interested in so many things and it’s reflected in my chart, but I have zero direction. I recently submitted a resume for a part time bookstore job which I’m honestly so so excited about. But eventually when my youngest goes to school I’d like to do something. Learn a trade, career, get a degree. The only thing is everything sounds interesting, but I can’t imagine myself doing some jobs day in and day out no matter how interesting. In the past I’ve made pet portrait paintings, cleaned vacation rentals(love that because no one is around I get to listen to audiobooks), and was even in the military straight out of high school(hated it). Had four kids I stayed home for and homeschooled 2 of them for seven years. Which I loved, but exhausted me too. After my 4th I sent them back to school and they’re thriving so ate last I know I did it well. Any insight or advice welcomed. I also look at my Gemini midheaven for career advice, but a lot of the jobs sound terrible or obscure.