Am I the Karen for not listening to my therapists ?
So I've been seeing this counselor named Whitney and Tory for the past year or so. Tory is an intern who recently joined about 3 months ago and I cannot stand her. Tory paints me as a horrible person when I am not actually a bad person. She's just like these cyber bullies of mine who paint me in such of a horrible image when I am not even that bad. She is believing all of these people and their false accusations of me doing something inappropriate to my friend when I was set up and framed. Tory today got on my nerves again when she accused me of being a manipulative asshole. She told me that my actions of buying an Insta360 X4 camera to use as an excuse and advantage to make my friend plan a trip with me to Texas. I mainly got the camera as an excuse to push my friend into letting me come over to Texas so that he can take me to some of these state parks near him so that I can test my camera. I know for the fact that he is always willing to do things for me and I know that I can convince him to let me come over if I have this new camera. I am seeing him tommorow and so I'm gonna be talking to him about planning it. Tory called me out and said to me "So you don't care what spencer wants to do. He literally came back to town to hangout with you and visit family and you still are pressuring him into letting you come over to Texas. Why can't you just go to Texas by yourself and not bother him? You're an manipulative and controlling asshole". The thing is that I can't drive cause I have a learning disability which hindered me from getting my license, this is why I need him to meet up with me and take me to places. I've always gotten him to drive me to places such as things like this or when I needed him to drive me to see another friend of mine. Whitney got mad at me and bashed me as well and said "When are you going to stop doing this and stop destroying your life ? Your already in a huge amount of debt and you keep digging your grave. Your going to end up homeless with no wife. You say you want to go to vietnam and meet a girl who your family wants to introduce you to but yet you refuse to save up for it and instead blow all of your money. What's going to happen when you suddenly meet a girl like 6 months from now and she wants to get married ? You won't have any money for a wedding and she's gonna dump your arssse. You're manipulative and just downright an asshole.". I'm just so angry cause shes trying to control me and tell me what to do. I have to take this trip to Texas. Otherwise I'm gonna lose my mind and do some crazy things like sneaking into neighbor's backyard pools or go ding dong ditching". Am I the Karen for not listening to both of them ?