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Fifteen minutes.

That’s all they give us—

900 seconds

to turn a cage into a conversation.

The phone rings like bad news first,

then your voice hit different.

Like freedom found a loophole

just to breathe through static.

We talk in fast-forward,

sentences tripping over each other,

trying to fit whole lifetimes

inside a countdown clock.

You tell me little things—

what you ate,

who got moved,

how the nights feel longer than the years.

I tell you the sky still blue out here,

even on the days it ain’t.

And somehow,

inside them fifteen minutes,

we become regular people again.

Not inmate.

Not missed calls.

Not collect charges

and correctional IDs.

Just us.

Funny how time move in there.

A minute can feel like a month—

but on that phone?

Fifteen minutes got the speed of heartbreak.

You barely settle into the sound of somebody

before the warning voice cut through:

“you have one minute remaining.”

One minute.

Like love can be measured.

Like missing somebody got a timer on it.

So now we rushing—

“you good?”

“stay out the way.”

“love you.”

“call me when you can.”

Words packed in tight

like folded letters in a state envelope.

Then click.

And the silence afterward always louder

than the call itself.

But that’s the crazy part—

how fifteen minutes

can carry enough strength to help

somebody survive another week.

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Pattern Recognition

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I did not approach God gently

there was no softness left in me

to disguise the question

I stood in front of myself—

undeniable, unedited

and said it plainly

what is this

because it is no longer confusion

it is recurrence

I recognize the sequence

before it unfolds

the tone

the timing

the precise moment

attention begins to imitate intention

and still

I remain

so this is not heartbreak

this is participation

this is informed consent

to my own disappointment

and I am exhausted

by my ability

to articulate the pattern

while still choosing

to inhabit it

I did not ask to be loved differently

I asked

to stop responding

to what I already understand

From my poetry collection- Museum Of The Girl I Used to Be

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