I generally don’t know what to do
This situation keeps exacerbating and I’m basically cooked for my GCSEs, my best friend killed herself 7 months ago ago and I’ve not got over it, I’ve been told throughout the whole of last week by both my parents and my teachers “don’t revise you look too tired” it turns out that throughout the whole time I’ve had a 40 degree fever and a sinus infection so I was too ill to go in on Friday, I missed my history but my parent couldn’t be bothered to explain to the school why I’m I’ll, I’ve not been able to physically get out of bed so I don’t think I’ll be in next week and not once have my parents tried to help me, they never got me therapy they told me they don’t care about my grades and it’s my fault for getting ill and I need to get into alevel or I will truly want to die but I fainted during my maths exam so I didn’t complete it and I think I got 30/80 in exam i need an 8 and I’ve done terrible in all my GCSEs but my parents don’t truly care about me the tell my I’ve got too much ambition because I want good grades. I’m actually so cooked what can I do to potentially save myself?