This show right now has me reeling, I feel like I’m reliving some shit, i was totally into unhinged punk rock boys who gave no fucks when I was younger and now I really need to read this character as an MMC.
Unlike the show where you feel like he’s going to beat the shit out of Niall at any moment, I don’t want to question if he’s into her (or him! Open to mm or ff though my preference is mf) (but would be good if she is unsure and afraid of him)
The closest I can think of off the top of my head is the first mmc in {44 chapters about 4 men by Bb Easton} though if you’ve read that book you know he’s not really the mmc… but that dude was fucked. I need more of that. Also {bad bishop by LJ Shen} but I couldn’t get over the cheating it kept gnawing at me, and also thought the whole portrayal of the fmc wasn’t well done. But the mmc was close.