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Image 1 — A Strange Yellow Mist in the Darkroom
Image 2 — A Strange Yellow Mist in the Darkroom

A Strange Yellow Mist in the Darkroom

Last night during darkroom practice, my sister and I were doing some of the passes. I saw a thin, oval-shaped black mist behind my sister, right where she usually sits for gazing, but I decided not to say anything since we had just started the session.

We both sat down in our usual spots.

After a while, my whole field of vision suddenly went completely black. I literally couldn’t see anything at all. I’ve had this happen before too.

Then, little by little, a yellow mist started appearing right in front of my eyes. No matter what I did, it just wouldn’t move out of my vision. I could only see things clearly out of the corner of my eye, almost like I was wearing yellow-tinted glasses and everything looked yellow.

After the session, my sister told me she’d had basically the exact same experience.

So what was that yellow mist that wouldn’t move out of my vision?

And could it have had anything to do with that oval-shaped inorganic being?

u/Charming_Date3441 — 8 days ago

Encounter with an Inorganic Being

Tonight was my sixth night in the darkroom with my sister. I was watching those puffs and seeing yellow, blue, and green ones.

At some point I saw this black shadow with a face. The face came right up next to my ear like it was about to scream into it. I told it, If you’re gonna do that, please don’t make any sound. Anything but a sound! I don’t wanna have a heart attack!

Then I realized something kept tapping my legs. My logical brain was like, It’s just your sister, but I knew it wasn’t ‘cause we were sitting pretty far apart.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw my sister looking at me. I didn’t dare turn around and look at her because I suddenly realized it wasn’t actually my sister. The face was way closer than where my sister’s face should’ve been, and it was just staring at me.

Then I noticed this black puff kept moving toward my sister over and over. I think it was trying to get me to turn around and look at the face that wasn’t actually her.

After we left the room, my sister asked me, Why did you keep tapping my shoulder? I told her I hadn’t done anything like that.

She also said that at one point she saw a head above me, and it was looking at her.

The really cool part was that the head that came next to my ear, plus that feeling like some inorganic thing wanted to make a sound or scream into my ear, happened to my sister too. She had the exact same feeling and told it not to do that.

Luckily it seemed to listen to both of us and then showed up in a different way.

Before we left the darkroom, I even told it, Come back looking prettier next time, and definitely come back ‘cause I’m gonna miss you.

Honestly, one of the coolest things about having someone with you during these practices, especially darkroom, is that we end up having so many similar experiences. We can compare notes afterward and it makes the whole thing even more interesting.

u/Charming_Date3441 — 17 days ago

Green and blue puffs during darkroom practice

Tonight I did some darkroom practice with my sister (we do all the practices together). I was gazing and trying to stop my internal dialogue.

After a few minutes of gazing, I started seeing green and blue puffs next to each other. They were moving around and kind of stuck together. They stayed in front of my eyes for several minutes, to the point where I couldn’t see anything except these puffs.

Then I started feeling a really strong energy around me. I could feel it moving and swirling around me, and it continued for a few minutes, gradually getting faster and faster. Eventually, it got so intense that my heart started pounding and I got dizzy. I also stopped feeling my body, almost like I didn’t have a body anymore, so I had to stop the practice.

What was that experience? Has anyone here had a similar experience?

u/Charming_Date3441 — 19 days ago

Experience of controlling a dream

For a while, besides my other practices, I’d been trying to see my hands in my dreams, just like Daniel told me to. I’d been going to bed about two hours earlier and trying to shut off my internal dialogue.

Last night I finally managed to take control of my dream.

In the dream I was at a small gathering, and when I moved a curtain aside, I saw my hand. That’s when I remembered I could take control. Then I looked at my feet and weirdly felt like after seeing them, taking control got easier.

I looked around and realized the house had gone completely dark and empty. Nobody and nothing was there.

I started heading toward one of the rooms. On the way my attention got pulled to the carpet, so I zoomed in on the flower patterns. They got super clear and huge. Then I headed toward the room again.

I saw this really bright white light. It was so intense I couldn’t even look straight at it.

I just said, “I want to get out of here. I want to fly.”

And the scene changed.

Suddenly I was flying over a completely empty green field.

While I was flying I saw a white being on the hills. Its face and hands looked human, but it had no facial features. It was about three meters tall. I flew down toward it ’cause I wanted to talk to it.

Unfortunately my phone alarm woke me up before I could.

But right after waking up I could see a few small colored puffs around me — blue, green, and purple.

And even though it was really short, it was such an interesting experience.

This image is of the being. Unfortunately, the AI didn’t recreate it very well, but it was roughly like this.

u/Charming_Date3441 — 23 days ago

An Experience With an Inorganic Being

A few days ago, I told you guys about my cousin’s Ally—the one I believe she sends to bother me.

Well, I decided to confront this Ally and find out what exactly its problem with me is. (Although I know it’s only following my cousin’s wishes.)

For the past few days, I’ve been talking to it constantly, both before going to sleep and while I was awake, asking it to show itself. Interestingly, it didn’t show up at all during those days.

Until now.

I was sleeping, and I mean one of those really deep dreams where you’re asleep inside the dream and everything feels incredibly real.

It was strangling me! The strangling lasted for a really long time—it felt like 10 minutes or even more.

Eventually, I managed to wake up… but in another dream.

I was in my own house, although it looked slightly different. I went toward my sister’s room because I wanted to tell her everything that had happened, but then I noticed three buttons attached to her bedroom door. Which was pretty strange.

As soon as I looked at those buttons, I suddenly shifted into another dream, which was extremely confusing.

I think those three buttons might have been scouts.

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u/Charming_Date3441 — 1 month ago

I don’t know how to get rid of this inorganic being — please help

I want to share one of my experiences involving inorganic beings. This has been going on for years, even before I knew anything about Carlos Castaneda’s books, and honestly, I’m really tired of dealing with this.

I have a cousin who’s one year younger than me, but because of her intellectual disability, she behaves more like a child.

She always used to tell us that she had three friends she talked to, and that sometimes they would do things for her. We never really believed her. We thought they were just imaginary friends and that all of it was happening in her head.

After my sister and I moved out and started living separately from the rest of our family, some really strange things started happening.

My cousin is unfortunately extremely jealous, especially of me. And I don’t mean normal jealousy. I mean a kind of jealousy that feels really intense, dangerous, and abnormal. She would always try to find out exactly what I was doing so she could do the exact same things. I never really took it too seriously, though. If anything, I mostly felt sorry for her.

She would come to our house for different reasons and sometimes stay for several days.

This is where things started getting really weird.

A few days before she was supposed to come over, what I believe was her inorganic being—or maybe her ally? I honestly don’t know what I should call it—would apparently show up at our house first.

Our cats would suddenly start acting like they were terrified of something, as if they were running away from something we couldn’t see. They would make weird movements and behave completely differently from normal.

This happened every time my cousin was about to come over.

Until one day, my sister and I actually saw it.

It had taken the form of one of our cats, even though our actual cats were on the other side of the room at the time.

Another strange thing was that my cousin would actually whisper and talk to these things. She also seemed to know things that we had never told her or even talked about in front of her.

This being also seemed to cause us financial damage. Random things around the house would suddenly break for no obvious reason, and it always seemed to happen around the same times we had contact with my cousin.

Then things got even worse.

It wasn’t just showing itself clearly to us while we were awake, in the form of a cat. It also started appearing in my dreams and bothering me.

One time, I dreamed that a faceless, shadow-like humanoid creature was sitting above me. It had extremely long fingers with long, sharp nails. It pushed one of its nails into the top of my head, and the pain felt so real that I immediately woke up. Even after waking up, I could still feel the pain in exactly the same spot for a while.

Another time, it appeared in the form of my mother. She had two strange bags hanging from her shoulders and told me:

“These two bags are for your cousin.”

Then she handed one of the bags to me. It looked really strange and unusual, and just as I was about to touch it, I suddenly started vomiting. It felt like something strange was coming out of me.

Then, two days ago, something else happened.

I dreamed that some intense energy was attacking me from behind, right in the middle of my back, above my belly button.

Then I saw my sister standing in front of me. She told me that I needed to face this inorganic being.

I woke up, turned toward where I felt the inorganic being was, and said:

“I’m not afraid of you.”

And this is the really strange part:

At that exact same moment, apparently this same inorganic being appeared in my brother’s dream.

My brother dreamed that a kitten came into his house through the window. Then a shadow came in with the kitten and took human form. First it appeared as an old woman, and then it transformed into a young woman.

It told him:

“Watch out for your sister. From now on, whatever happens to her will be because of her own decisions.”

Honestly, I’m exhausted. I’ve been dealing with this for years, and I just want to get rid of this inorganic being for good.

If anyone has experienced something similar or knows what I should do, I genuinely need help.

Especially because now it has basically threatened me, and I have no idea what it might actually be capable of.

I just want this to stop.

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u/Charming_Date3441 — 1 month ago

Flew out of my body after womb dreaming and saw myself from above. What was that hand?

Last night after doing womb dreaming I went to bed. I wasn’t fully asleep yet — I was still in that in-between state — when I noticed a blue energy surrounding me. Then I realized my hand was in a position that wasn’t how it actually was in real life. I was lying on my left side, but in that moment it felt like I was lying flat on my back.

After that I started flying, went through the ceiling and reached a starry sky. I got scared so I came back to my bed, but once I let go of the fear I flew up again and was back in the starry sky. This time when I returned I could see myself lying on the bed while I was also floating near the ceiling, looking down at myself.

I decided to try waking my sister while in that state. Right then I saw a hand stretch out from inside my body toward the right side and it touched my sister, but I couldn’t wake her up.

When I was floating in the air I could see the whole room really clearly, exactly as it was in real life, though it somehow looked bigger.

So at the same time I was floating up in the air, lying on my bed, and seeing that hand.

What does this mean? What exactly did I do?

What was that hand? And how was I both on the bed and floating in the air at the same time?

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u/Charming_Date3441 — 2 months ago

Black moving puff with a face during open-eye womb dreaming. What is it?

Last night I was doing open-eye womb dreaming in a dark room and I saw a black puff that was moving around. Inside that black puff a face started forming.

Then I saw a green puff that kept moving back and forth. At first I ignored it, but it kept moving from left to right right in front of my face, and I also saw a face inside that one.

My main question is about the black puff. What are these puffs?

How should I deal with the black one? What should I do when I see them?

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u/Charming_Date3441 — 2 months ago

Stopped my inner dialogue and felt intense energy + bodilessness. Was this the double?

When I managed to stop my internal dialogue for a few minutes, I clearly felt a very intense energy around me that was spinning. It was so strong that I became dizzy and closed my eyes. While my eyes were closed, I could no longer tell how I was sitting or what clothes I was wearing. I felt completely merged with that energy, and at times I even felt like I had no physical body.

I don’t know what I experienced or what that energy was. Can anyone guide me about this experience?

Is it possible that it was my double (dreaming body)?

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u/Charming_Date3441 — 2 months ago