My brain is torturing me🥲
I just woke up from another dream about having a partner. I've been having them often lately. I have always had these dreams, but the ones recently have been leaving me yearning for love and compassion.
The one I just woke up from was kind of all over the place. It was me, my dream partner, and my irl friends. We were at some kind of fair/festival. We wandered into an abandoned warehouse and tripped alarms, so we had to hide. The security showed up, but they didn't find me and my partner. We hid next to each other they laid down in the corner of the room under some stuff, and I crawled under a clothes rack that had clothes on it. After we heard the security leave, we just laid next to each other, kissing. Then, I woke up, sad.
My dreams are always chaotic, and i'm always getting chased and have to hide. The dream partners are always androgynous and they always look slightly different. I never know their names or gender.
Would like to note that I am asexual, but i'll try a romantic relationship with anyone who is ok with the fact that i'm asexual. I'm a 22yo cis man, too.