Needing Advice
A bit of context and needing immense support. I was fired from a company job where I brought to the supervisor's attention that the conveyor belt was faulty and needed repairs for everything to move along smoothly. I was vocal about this, and I even spoke to the supervisor multiple times. I was placed in an area where my output suffered. Firstly upstairs where there was zero climate control (and I was dealing with dehydration). I got accommodation, was moved downstairs and still had to work in an alternate area where the higher ups knew my rate would suffer. I was strategically fired and treated like a liability all because of my knowledge, skill and MBA. I know it sounds paranoid but I'm certain many people there were 'intimidated'. I have been experiencing this for my entire life despite my best efforts, and I don't just look out for myself. I was without work since October and I landed another factory job, this time assembly. I am already dysregulated from assisting my roommate (a situation I am working on leaving in spite of caring for my best friend and brother from another mother, I'm not his maid, nurse or caretaker, I've been a caretaker for most of my life, and I need to start looking after myself more). Anyways, I am in the third week of my job and it's starting to trigger me. I am an empath. People cursing constantly, the incessant negativity...It's wearing on me. I have been having some panic, but nothing major until Monday because the automatic door wasn't working and I was afraid I'd be late (I like to make good impressions). Yesterday I had a panic attack so awful that I was brought to my knee. Luckily, my supervisor let me have the rest of the day off so I could recalibrate. I am hopeful I don't have this situation again, but I'm already drained from the job, unfortunately. It's an assembly job that I had absolutely no say so in choosing because where I am doesn't have many choices when it comes to employment. A friend of mine suggested TTECJOBS which I am leaning towards. I have to play a bit of 5D chess here since I want to move up in the company. I'm already aware QA/QC would have the same problems as my loathsome position so I'm praying the business has an administrative role where I know I would succeed. I have emailed the head of the company with ideas concerning the already insane recidivism rate (only one other person from my orientation group has stuck with the job) and I am continually reminding myself that I can make it until August to be hired officially with the company. I hope I didn't hurt my chances with bowing out gracefully yesterday. I'm still in the 'trial stage' of the journey to being hired. TLDR: Advice on a soul sucking manufacturing job. Should I move up ? Should I continue looking for a career given my acuities in the field of economics ? What would you do ?