u/Clean-Run6198

Genuinely what the hell am i supposed to do every tutorial i watch explains doing something with my voice like raising my larynx or moving my chest voice to my head but how is that going to lead to feminization i just don't get it okay so i can raise my larynx and talk with it raised but now what do i have to do??? what do people spend 6-12 months training before getting passing voice??? how the hell are you supposed to voice train???? am i supposed to just do all voice training exercises surrounding different aspects of my voice and then i can just sound like a woman???
how long am i supposed to practice one thing how long is trying to change each aspect of the voice supposed to take how am i supposed to know if i'm making any progress how the hell am i supposed voice train exactly???? all the content, guides, everything surrounding voice training is make this random sounds then turning the sounds into speech and then video over. okay then what??? i can repeat the same sounds made in the video and turn it into speech but then what?? i just like a twink what am i supposed to do??? just repeat this over and over and over again until i just sound like a girl???
how the hell am i supposed to practice??? okay i have all of this exercises now what am i supposed to do with them??? how the hell am i supposed to use them to change my voice????

So recently I decided to delete all of my conversations from ChatGPT and realised two strange things:

1. Chats still being accessible after deleting them for around a minute if accessed via a url (could be because I mass deleted the chats)

2. When you try to access a deleted conversation via it's URL it says "Conversation has been deleted. Start a new chat." but when you try to access a conversation with a random ID (literally just replacing one character of any of your conversations) you suddenly get this message "You don’t have access to this conversation. Make sure you’re logged in to the right account, or ask the conversation owner to send you a share link."

Can someone please explain why deleted conversations don't get treated the same way as invalid conversations and why OpenAI somehow knows which conversations are deleted??
Is deleting a conversation basically just making it inaccessible to the user or maybe I'm missing something here???