u/ColMikhailFilitov

Pretty much for as long as I can remember, when I’ve had sexual thoughts I’ve imagined myself with both a pussy and a penis. I know that there are penile preserving vaginoplasty options out there, and I’m definitely considering. But the results aren’t exactly what I want, I would want a full penis and balls as well as a full vulva and vagina. I know that’s it’s probably not realistic for that to happen in the future but I really wish it was the case

I get quite jealous of people with vaginas, especially other trans women who have had bottom surgery. But I also would feel dysphoric if I didn’t have a penis I think, especially with my gf who has no interest in bottom surgery.

If I could press a button and magically change to have a natal vagina I would. But if I could I’d have both, or I wish I could change at will.

Does anyone else have this feeling?