After almost one year, hurt myself again
Everything’s in the title. I’ve been forced to quit Effexor, prescribed benzos, and drugs, all that without medical help (my psychiatrist literally forgot me, that’s not a joke, luckily not everything at the same time)
I have a PTSD from my harassment during my previous job, not treated. I’m think I’m bipolar since.
Lost all my friends during that time, living completely alone, like a good slave. Fell into drugs, of course, and the ptsd made me bipolar (it was surely already here but was never a thing before the trauma).
New job, this time bore-out, no tasks at all in one month.
Tonight (in Europe) it was too much, I cut myself again, legs completely covered.
I’m only alive right now for my cat, she’s 10 and when she’ll be gone I’ll kms too.
I’m 28, I’ll live max until 32 I think, already way too much.
I except nothing but a read, and thank you for that.