u/ComfortableLonely468

People are saying that tomorrow is English but in my admit card it's showing 13th. So am I wrong or dumb?

So I finished my class 12 and going for BBA. What else can I study and prepare alongside BBA which can give me good job opportunity? Also I am bad at accounts but good at theory. Pls help me.

So by now everyone here should know about my fear of accounts results, and tomorrow is the day. I am literally having panic attacks. I just hope I pass.

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I’m sorry, mom and dad, for not becoming the son you deserved. You gave me your time, your trust, your care… everything you could. And still, I couldn’t turn it into something you’d be proud of.

For the past few years, I’ve been feeling this weight that I don’t deserve what you’ve done for me. Not because you did anything wrong… but because I couldn’t do enough with it. That thought keeps coming back again and again.

Even now, while writing this, I feel like I should cry… but I can’t. It’s like everything is stuck inside me, and I don’t even know how to let it out anymore.

In 10th, I scored 55%, even after preparing. It felt like I failed you there.

In 11th, 66%… and instead of fixing things, I stayed the same.

Now in 12th, I don’t even know what result will come, and that uncertainty is eating me.

It’s not just studies. I look at myself and don’t see anything I’m proud of. No strong skills, no real achievements, nothing that makes me feel like I’ve done something right. I tried in my own way, but maybe it wasn’t enough… or maybe I didn’t try the right way.

You both still stand by me, still support me, still hope for me… and that’s what hurts the most, because I feel like I keep falling short of that hope.

I’m not blaming you. I know this is on me. I just feel like I couldn’t become what I was supposed to be.

If there’s another life, I hope you both get a better child someone who makes things easier for you, someone you don’t have to worry about like this.

I’m sorry… and thank you for everything.

So I will be given my class 12 isc boards results soon and I am so scared for one subject which is accounts. I am already bad at it and failed accounts preboards. I did whatever I can learn in the 3 day gap and gave my exam but ever since then I have been so scared. I can't sleep properly and every waking moment reminds me of my results. So pls pray for me.

I have severe trust issues now due to this subreddit