u/Comfortable_Arm3890

23 male in university, i am in an extremely depressing and dark place in my life at the moment. I am in university, i was initially pursuing a business degree, but 2.5 years in ive decided its not what i want to do. Initially, in the first place, i was kind of forced into it by my parents because they thought i would always be a failure. Now i am regretting basically my whole life, I don't know what I want anymore, and what i even want to work towards or how to begin. I am pretty intelligent and have always gotten good grades when I can actually do the coursework (i have crippling adhd). I really want to work something towards the medical side or just a high paying job that relates to helping people, looking for salaries of 150k or around. I know it seems unrealistic or a stupid goal but my whole life has been revolved around complaints of money or comparing to other people, so ive awlays felt like an utter failure to the point i dropped all of my friends and dont go outside. I used to have a job but lost it due to hour cuts now its been about 5 months, i have 100k saved up through multiple facets of investing. I live in Canada and was wondering what a good option would be, i dont want to spend tons of time in school. I feel very depressed everyday comparing myself to everyone and honestly it is ruining my life.