u/Comfortable_End1614

I look pretty confident and strong outside but inside is quite opposite, why?

I usually overthink things which lead to burnout and extreme anxiety

Sometimes I feel highly energized while sometimes I don’t leave my bed

People tend to respect and dignify me and even flatter my appearance quite often, however I usually doubt my self worth on physical and psychological terms.

Also I have been employed for 10 years in oil sector in very good and paid job, however my superiors usually bad and this causes constantly instability in my career

Is there any indications in my birth chart that reflects these things?