u/Common-Chef-7518

I got 5k rank and is alloted in category 1 AI/ML , i wish to ask u about a pure review because all over reddit it says very contrasting things. LIKE CSE CORE SE HI PLACEMENTS HOTI H!! 9CGPA IS MANDATORY !! , RULES ARE VERY STRICT , MESS IS TOO BAD !! , NO GOOD PLACEMENTS OVERALL, please help me i would be fresher this year, and if i hadnot got vit chennai in cse branches or core ,i would have taken a drop ,pls help , pls tell reality !! NO RAGEBAITIN PLSS..

Ystrday boards result came and i scored least in physics

It was 79 . Seeing that from yesterday Till Now MY MOTHER IS NOT TALKING TO ME ,SHE JUST HAVE ABANDONED ME !! MY FATHER CAME HOME LATE ,SAD !! YET TRIED TO EXPRESS AS IF HE WASN'T

From yesterday only my mother is DEAD SILENT ! and just is sobbin , mei puchne ,manane gya toh kehti I PRAYED TO GOD FOR U ALWAYS and u delivered this I INVESTED MY WHOLE LIFE IN U AND GOT THIS

It feels i have done a murder (that would have been ok for my mother) because i have been feelin so low that i hvent even gone to meet my teachers !! All my other friends have went to meet them .

TO TELL U MY MOTHER IS EMOTIONAL and i love her a lot BUT THE WAY SHE IS REACTING AS IF I HAVE RYLLY DONE A MURDER.

CONTEXT-:

I have got 90 + in all other subjects with 96 maths chem 95 and my aggregate is 91 % and top 5 is 93.4%

I am even sad because i didnt lived up on any1's expectation nor mine.

THE HARDEST THING IN THE WORLD IS NOT TO BECOME A TOPPER BUT BE A TOPPER

Many of u might say that with that much percent i m cryin or my mother is reactin like that..

But thing is i had 97 % in 10th (even 100 in maths) but now i have 88 percentile in jee .Yet i have 5k rank in vit which might get me vit chennai . Even cleared nda 2 times last time conferenced out and this time in july .

BUT THE WAY MY MOTHER REACTIN IT FEELS I HAVE DONE NOTHIN AND I FEEL LIKE NOTHIN

IDK many would hate me that i m cryin at this point yet SEEING PARENTS I M BROKE !