u/Competitive-Oil-3270

I stopped wearing green
Because you said you hated it
But you didn’t know I knew that,
it wasn’t said to me

I started watching sports
So we could have
something to talk about
To fill the awkward silence

I dyed my hair blonde
So you would notice me
Perhaps, Say something nice
Tell me you like it

I learnt to play the guitar
So you would think im cool
and talented
Find me interesting

I started going church
Because you said you love God
And there are bible verses all over your
Instagram page

But quickly, I learnt it was just something you did too to be noticed.

Why do we do , what we do
For the those who never care.
Is this what I deserve?

Why do I feel the need to be seen?