What can I do about this homesickness I'm feeling?
I don't know if the flair is correct, but I've always known I've had a past life in the 80's since I was about 10 years old. Now I'm in my 20's and I listen to 80's pop music and I have lots of tech from the era. It makes me feel closer to the 80's. Recently I went on a trip to London for the first time and I felt so happy and at home there (it triggered lots of memories from my past life), especially when I was on a train to visit a museum outside of London. The train ride itself brought up so many emotions. I felt like I was finally going home after many years of being away and I almost started crying of happiness. As I waited for the train back to London I was struck with this intense and overwhelming feeling of sadness and longing, and this inner voice saying "you're 30 minutes to an hour away from home. You're so close!" And I felt a sharp pain in my stomach and my chest because of how sad I was. That sadness and physical aching is still there (it got even worse on the plane going back to the country I live in). It's like I just want to go home even though I am home. It's like this intense homesickness. Since I don't live in the UK, what can I do to ease the longing for the place my soul calls home? I feel lost and sad. All I want to do is to sit in a corner and cry