Am I developing a secondary eating disorder?
So, my whole life, I have had weight issues. By the time I was a teenager, I had reached up to 288 pounds. At some point, I had that Eureka moment when I barely fit on a rollar coaster. I lost a bunch of weight and am currently 174 pounds after 10 months of dieting. After losing all the weight, I realized that I clearly had binge eating disorder. Now though, I'm a little worried that I may be developing a new disorder. My daily intake normally just consists of 2 drinks, a bowl of fruit for lunch, and a sandwich(with very low caloriebread and light mayo + whatever meat or eggs that im eating with it) , sometimes accompanied with veggies. Id say my total daily intake only adds up to about 330 a day. Anyways, I'm kind of at a standstill in weight loss. It's coming off slower now, which makes me angry. I wish I could eat more, but I rlly dont wanna gain any weight back. I dont know if you would consider it something as severe as a form of anorexia though. Im not super skinny or anything. Also, I usually have a cheat day once a month where I pig out big time. If I have anymore though, I start to ask people if I look like I've gained weight since they saw me 15 mins ago. I know that i am malnourished, but i dont wanna gain weight. So, what would call this and how do you suggest i move forward