u/Confident_Field4273 — reddlx

"when i was in 8th grade i bullied skinny girls, the reason being that i was one of them but didn't want to see it. It's easier to attack others, for having the same issues. Rather than changing i had an eating disorder."

And after i became a big blogger, and youtuber i became very arrogant and egocentric. I remember saying to my parents, that they could retire. Because i had soooo much money, and my dad took me to the basement."

"He slapped me very hard, and said that he's f'g tired of my attitude. And the principal had called them, about me bullying an autistic kid. He actually grabbed my ponytail, and pulled me up to my bedroom."

"And like most teenagers i started crying and whining, playing the victim. And he lifted up his hand, and i sat down on my bed. My mom came in and said they are disappointed. That money and fame dosen't make me better than them."

"So basicly i was a skinny b***h, that bullied people because i hated myself. And i blamed my sponsors, for making me addicted to makeup. But who signed the contracts?, who shaked their hand?."

"Who said that money sounds great? oh yes me. The hypocrite blaming others, thankfully i grew up. So this is my brutal story, i hope young girls can learn to avoid ED. And the feeling of needing makeup from they are 12."

"The chronic insomnia started when i was 11, spending a long time falling asleep. I still have it and coffee since 17 has made my days way easier (laughs)."