u/Conscious_Match9201

I just need some happy people in my life. Ive noticed my mental health slowly declining, and im slowly coming to terms with the fact that its those who i surround myself with that actually truly matter. I love my friends truly and I want the best for them. But when they are constantly going through negative things in their lives and not actually trying to fix it. It kills me. These people are smart and beautiful and funny, but they have demons they need to battle. And for once in my life I want to be selfish and look out for me. I just want to find some people that actually enjoy life and want to continue finding the beauty in this world.