u/ConsiderationSalt134

I’ve been having this problem for a year now I think, since reading Neville Goddard’s book about how we create our own reality. Before that I’ve kinda went on a new age reading spree, so I was kinda overwhelmed with LoO, The secret, Neville and Seth. After reading about it I started visualising good for myself and I was joyful about how I’m responsible for my own good. I wasn’t worried about bad happening to me, because I was sure I can handle anything, therefore I wasn’t visualising bad for myself because I wasn’t even thinking about it.

But then I’ve started thinking that I can visualise things happening to my relatives also (it also states that we actually can do that in the sources about visualisation), friends and loved ones which started giving me a lot of anxiety. I wasn’t in control anymore.

I was paranoid to the point when I wasn’t able to sleep, trying to “undo” my bad momentary thoughts about death, rape or illness of my loved ones, because I was so scared of that.

This thing was kinda in waves, so 2 months I was paranoid, 2 months I wasn’t, and that went on a year and a half or so I think.

I did a lot of “mental techniques”, when paranoia started, to kinda get rid of it - listened to the tapes, did affirmations, did prayers and everything. A lot of that kinda stuff.

So a month ago this period of me being paranoid started again, but now I actually started doing something helpful about it and I finally know the simplest answer to which I didn’t listen: meditation! Not a specific one, like gateway tapes or affirmations or chants. As Ra says: just meditation. Getting control of your thoughts.

I remember writing to u/greenraylove when I was truly desperate about it too because I thought she could help, and she said exactly that. Sorry I didn’t listen, because if I started back then with just meditation without any specifics, it definitely would’ve made a difference.

But now, as those “thoughts” are gone from my head for good, I just want to share the word that with this kinda problem meditation is a very good instrument that helped me, at least. But I also suggest to seek medical attention and help in that kinda situation and not take my words for granted. Thanks!

I’m very sorry dear mods, I just don’t know where else to ask this.
A few examples are: Andrey Chikatilo, Dnepropetrovsk’s maniacs, Jeffrey Dahmer.
They all were saying, at some point, that their victims (the one they brutally killed), will be their slaves or somehow serve them in the afterlife.
Is this somehow explained by The Law of One and it’s teachings about the negative orientation? Or is this just a coincidence of more than two twisted minds having the same thoughts?
Thank you!

Let’s say you can control your local weather forecast and what they put out.

You see, that may the 5th, for example, is sunny and without a cloud in sight.

But you purposefully put out an official statement, that the weather on may 5th is cloudy and rainy.

You do that the week before the day (I don’t really know how weather predicting works, so sorry)

People read the weather report, they plan, they see ahead - therefore massively produce thoughts about rain on may 5th.

If there’s rain - manifestation works

If it’s sunny - it doesn’t

Do that 5-10 times, you’ve got a scientific study

Will that work and is there anything similar that may have been done before?