I'm losing it
I'm really struggling finding the light at the end of the tunnel. Its been 10 years of dealing with the same groin pain. I've been through just about everything recommended for the pain. I've been to nearly every specialist. I was active duty when it started. I remember running and hurting so bad it was hard to walk. I had huge bruises on both hips. Fast forward to 2 years ago I got surgery on both hips thinking this was it, its my time to be able to live a normal life. I thought it was just in my head but I'm hurting so bad all over again. My surgeon is worried its a pinched nerve issue with my back now and not so much the impingement. I can't do this much longer. I would remove my lower extremities if it meant stopping this pain. I'm a single mom to two very active boys who don't understand just how painful my day to day is. I push through daily but every day hurts. I'm only barely 30 and I can't live like this much longer. I just don't know where to even go from here.