NEET!!
Okay so i'm really stuck rn i would appreciate any advice or experinces given . So i recently gave my NEET 2026 in may 3rd right after my 12th boards....it was my trial try and well here we go with RE-NEET. so i'll give reneet and was thinking of taking a drop and join a coaching center here in kerala.
I have looked into other medical courses and stuff bcz i love biology and hate maths. but non of them just feel good enough maybe because i have mbbs in my heart since 10 grade...i have tried convincing myself it's not for me and stuff but i'm back here and well everything was okay and my parents were convinced to let me take a drop for neet but....once we started inquiring into coaching centers my parents said they couldn't affort it..
.i wasn't eligible to get into brilliant pala bcz their criteria for admission is 92% in 11th and i dont have that and my 12th results is yet to publish...i forgot most of 11th syllabus and i'm not scoring well in scholarship screening tests of institutes...idk what to do....taking a loan for neet...? i'm afraid it'll be a burden on my parents....i'm willing to work hard for a whole year if my parents take the risk and pay that much amount but i'm scared....i'm really scared of being an average student going into institutes...adjusting into hostel life and all competing with toppers....
right now idk where to join and idk how to pay all that money...it'll be around 1 lakh and more...theyre all asking for 10,000 per month on hostel... my parents ask me to select a center near the district and be a day scholar but i jst wanna get out of this house asap i dont think i can study in this enviornment with noise and everything. i've been stressed since then...
my parents are abroad i keep putting away everytime i think of calling and talking to them bcz i fear i would be forced to drop it all....if im taking a course and going to college i would get educational loan and for college it's a good idea but for neet....idk...i reallyy wanna try a year so i wont regret later in life that i didnt even try but....ughh....i'm so stuck.. which institute...center?money?....and the stress about my 12th results in a week..